i miss you. :(

“I miss you when something really good happens,
because you are the one I want to share it with.
I miss you when something is troubling me,
because you are the one who understands me so well.
I miss you when I laugh and cry because i know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear.
I miss you all the time,
but I miss you most when i lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with each other;
for those were some of the best times of my life.”


I miss you so bad .. :(

ayna ja... kaya pa bah?

kayanon sistah pag naa mu :)

feel free to ask me ... :)

pero kaya pman kaha?

kaya ang unsa?? azeeei! haha :p

feel free to ask me ... :)

really? like what do you have in common aside from the fact that your all from XU

a lot,,, pero amu2 natu :))

feel free to ask me ... :)

kinsa nag hatag sa puma?

si papals :)

feel free to ask me ... :)

still a virgin?

ive answer this already and yes! :)

feel free to ask me ... :)

sad ka?! :((((((((

supeeer.. and bothered pa jud. :(

feel free to ask me ... :)

i told you!stay focus!

i had a side-splitting day...

I decided to attend the noontime mass at Xavier Chapel which started almost 12 pm coz i thought my afternoon class will start at 1pm.
So there i was there listening at the prsit, and while the priest was having his litany, he keeps on mentioning about focus!blah! blah!thing which made me realize that my Wednesday afternoon class actually starts at 12 pm. So at the middle of the homily, i stood up and immediately rushed at the CIT building like a flash. And thank God, the teacher was also late so i was saved and thanks to the Priest for repeating the word "focus" during his homily.That was soo silly! lol

anyway, im glad to have my laptop back and with new OS installed. Credits to my classmate Jessie. He worked all night just to cure my laftaffy.
But i promised my mom already that I should take care of my things now.
anyway.I am more comfortable with the new themes and software in my laptop. weee ^^.

samuuuuk

one word to describe my day : samuuuuuuuk!!!!
i dont know what happened to my laptop.
ive been loosing my patience already.
i always encounter error every time i open software like ms word or adobe photo shop.
and the hell, i still have lots of assignments to do..
im getting insane.. haaampf!

and i have left with no choice but to reformat it again!grrrr X.x


im expected this day to be lucky, but it
turns out to be so hell!!!

haiz! anyway, im expecting tomorrow to be my day.
*cross-fingers! im gonna have another lunch date with my sistah again,, im excited,
whatever comes out tomorrow, COME WHAT MAY!!!!

first time :D

Dave and I were assigned to be the emcee during the Computer Science and General Assembly 2010 last Sunday. It was totally fun. I never thought many would participate coz it was Sunday .Anyway,we had prepared many games including those old traditional games like Chinese garter, jacks ton and a lot more . We were even invited to be part in a video presentation that will be shown every time there will be a program in school plus , we were given free snacks...weee ^^... all we need to do is jump off like we were in a concert and then we were video taped.. so cool right??

not again! :(

finally!!
i'll be having braces na judd.. yeey..
haha
i'am scheduled to meet my favorite dentist, dr. henry rosalejos tomorrow
and let my teeth checked.
soo happy that i have convinced my dad,, :))
dont think that im a bratt, they just love me, thats it :)

on the other side, IM NOT GOING TO OPEN MY FB ACCOUNT AGAIN!!!
for some personal reason, i will let myself detached from facebook!!
i really don't know why every time i open my account,
there comes out a bad news.. non-stop bad news or anything that would really
make my day so awful.. or worst, would even make me cry..
so maybe i should find more reasons to stay busy and stop thinking about those sad stuff thing.. yeah! its my one way to escape from sad reality---
whats the sad reality??? its for u and for that person to find out,,
hammpff.


anyway, i miss my sistahs cy and ji. haven't seen them in a while,,
i hope we could meet along in school,, ;(

low morale

my apology for posting super late blog..
ive been very busy these days and im having a hard time
to catch up in the internet especially the newsfeeds in the facebook.. :P
but its okay, i made myself proud,, haha
wanna know y? for the second time around, i have detached myself from facebook in two days,, lol,, yeah,its kind'a corny.. but i tell you,,
its a geat deal for me already,,
imagine, in two days? considering the fact that im still trying to control my self
from my fb-holic thing!
i really get insane if i havent opened my fb account even just in a single day, but cheers for me,, coz i made it.. haha :))


and im sure i can do it again ,, and i will,, haha :P

way to go..

at last,, after my very nerve-racking week long , i finally had the chance to visit my trusted salon and had my hair done. this is also my preparation for the upcoming general assembly this coming Sunday,,

way to go joie :))

go for gold :P

i really want to have braces as in now na!! but my mama wont allow me not unless i could show her a higher grades this sem.. rawr >.<

well ,atleast somehow i could have a reason to work hard on my studies,, ahha :))

bored much huh? :P

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I got this idea from Glaiza.. :P

not to mention---

that dave and i still have to work with our script for the upcoming General Assembly this coming18th of july,, we were assigned to be the emcees of that event :)). grrrr X.X

time managment X.X

its almost 8 in the evening and i haven't started doing any of my assignments. :((

friends

this is most likely the common thing we usually do,, to EAT!!! yeah ,.. :))

it was steph's birthday. we stayed at her room and the boys were busy playing poker :P

celebrating braeden's birthday.. mickey mouse was there too.

we had a picture taking at the camera house after we watched the karate kid.. fun fun fun :)

the bench people :))

these are some of the "bench people" whom i used to get along with,. as much as we want to have bonding moments but due to some different schedules,its really making us difficult to do so, yet we never fail to keep in touch and catch up each other's stories every time we meet along :)

i really get nostalgic every time i pass by at the corridor, and remember those days when we used to hang-out in the bench and wait for our next subject to come. i really miss those time, those guys. :(

its been a random day for me..
we had a serious talk with Bong which really made me cry. Not that he attempted of really making me cry but for some private reasons, we had a long share-talk about my melodramatic problems.. Sharing my problems with others really making me feel ease again :)

Then we had a lunch date together with my sistahs again. As usual, we had those remember-those-days moments which really made us giggle and laughing through out.lol
I really love being with them. It feels like i can share all the things which i failed to do with others. I don't want sounding like weird but with them, they would really willing to listen. That's why i love being with them,.. What can i say?? we're destined to be friends !! haha
I LOVE YOU GIRLS :)

On my downside, well i just lost my pouch(again!) that made me upset and the worst, my keys were in it. And now, I am having a problem on how will i open my drawer. Im in deep trouble!!I was thinking of destroying the lock. Oh well, good luck to me then :((

Life is no use if u have everything but God is missing

God has given me lots of graces lately.
And I dont want to take advantage of them though.
Im just really praying that God will never leave me and that HE will not be
tired of helping me throughout :)

AD MAJOREM DEI GLORIAM

:)

how i really wish i could make something as beautiful as this.. hhmmpf..
being a computer science student frustrates me even more coz everyone's expecting me that i already know how to make graphic design or whatsoever.. i have only a few knowledge of those but i tell you, im not that good ..:((
oh well, i should have known :((

dear john :P

this was the moment when john visited savannah at her new place and found out everything. they got into a big fight and he yelled at her..


John: I don't know why I came here. Don't know what we're doing. I mean we're sitting here, and we're eating and we're talking but no one is actually saying anything.

Savannah: What do you want me to say? What do you want to talk about?

John: Why didn't you call? Why didn't you call me? I mean, did I not deserve any more explanation than that letter? You couldn't have called me, you couldn't have given me some sort of chance to like change your mind? Don't you think you owe me that?

Savannah: I couldn't.

John: You couldn't. You thought that little of me that you couldn't have just called me. Why?

Savannah: Because I couldn't.

John: *yells* Give me an answer! Why, why not?

Savannah: Because I couldn't!

John: I want an answer!

Savannah: Because just hearing your voice, I would've changed my mind. *stands up and walks a few steps* Is that what you want to hear John? Is that what you came all this way to hear from me? You think it was tough out there? And what, you think it was easy for me without you? You thought that every single day wasn't a god damn marathon of my life without you? Tim was sick, he was sick and he needed me. He needed me to help him, he needed me to help him with Allen, with everything! I was alone and I had no idea what I was doing. I didn't plan this, I didn't know that it was gonna happen to me, but it did. But you don't think that I...I've tried to...I picked up the phone a thousand times to try to call you? You think that I really want to be standing here in front of you like this? *John hugs her* I had no choice.

John: I know.

The Book

During my spare time, when I run out of things to do, I usually go and visit the library and scan some pages to read but most of the time, I just go there to take some rest and wait for my next subject to come. I’m not a bookworm or anything but one day, I found a book which really caught my attention after I’ve read its title. So every now and then, I always check that book and scan some of its pages every time I visit the library. It just so happened that the last time I checked it, the book was gone. I couldn’t find it on the shelf where it was placed. I even research it in the OPAC to see if somebody borrowed or it was just misplaced. Then I found out that it was not available anymore.

I don’t know what makes that book so special to me but I really want to get it back and read the remaing pages left that I failed to finish reading coz somene got borrowed it first. But whoever that lucky person is, I’m pretty sure he/she has also doubts and questions in life and that book will surely provide the answers

How I wish everyone could have that book and have the chance to read it. You see, there are more reasons to be happy. All we need to do is to have positive attitudes and life will surely flow effortlessly with minimum frustration and pain. Just then I thought, if that book could just speak, I’m sure it already inspired hundreds of people out there who once like me, felt negative outlook in life and thought that life’s full of burden and suffering just the way I had. But its not.Life offers great things we thought we would never had.

"serving others" is a pay for our living.. :)

I thought that serving others was a pure thing of drama and action
But i don't know why i have this passion and willingness to help others without getting any return.,, :))

any way, this was the first day of ORSEM held exclusively for freshmen students,. I handled the ECE class.. they were awesome and they eventually went with the flow. I did prepare lots of games for them and lollipops for those lucky winners. We are all just laughing and telling some stories.

my sistahs :)

feel free to meet my sistahs, cy-cy and jiji.. though we've just met just a couple of weeks(i think). but it feels like we've known each other for so long. we have lots in common, .. i really love them,, they make me go crazy :))

sounds creepy

did i hear some footsteps outside or i am just hallucinating! X.X

he knows what's best for me ;)

On sleepless night, I was staring at the four-corner room, thinking deeply and prayed. I was asking for a sign though or anything that could help me out of these troublesome problems. Naive as it was, I wanted to have a quick solution to a long-standing, deep-rooted difficulty. I must let go of my worries. I even feel frustrated with the slow-progress I am making in my life

But I guess every one of us is immune to pain or insulted from suffering, and no one gets to glide from a life problem-free. Life is a series of problems. Every time we solve one, another comes out and there comes another waiting to take its place. We may get tired but have you ever asked yourself why these certain things are happening? I did, several times. :) But these problems force us to look and depend to him instead of our selves. Our problems draw more closely to him--- to God.

I have been passionate to God in the past but lately, I lost that desire and I am still looking forward to establish more a relationship with Him. Though its takes time for me to change and grow up but I will never grow if I don’t carry even one single sharing of my life and carry on a continuous conversation with him throughout the day, talking with him about whatever I am thinking or doing at that moment. At some point, my weaknesses made me stronger .Instead of living in denial or making excuses, I took the time know them one by one. God knows what’s best me coz without him, I would be nothing. J

--- joie ann