On sleepless night, I was staring at the four-corner room, thinking deeply and prayed. I was asking for a sign though or anything that could help me out of these troublesome problems. Naive as it was, I wanted to have a quick solution to a long-standing, deep-rooted difficulty. I must let go of my worries. I even feel frustrated with the slow-progress I am making in my life
But I guess every one of us is immune to pain or insulted from suffering, and no one gets to glide from a life problem-free. Life is a series of problems. Every time we solve one, another comes out and there comes another waiting to take its place. We may get tired but have you ever asked yourself why these certain things are happening? I did, several times. :) But these problems force us to look and depend to him instead of our selves. Our problems draw more closely to him--- to God.
I have been passionate to God in the past but lately, I lost that desire and I am still looking forward to establish more a relationship with Him. Though its takes time for me to change and grow up but I will never grow if I don’t carry even one single sharing of my life and carry on a continuous conversation with him throughout the day, talking with him about whatever I am thinking or doing at that moment. At some point, my weaknesses made me stronger .Instead of living in denial or making excuses, I took the time know them one by one. God knows what’s best me coz without him, I would be nothing. J
--- joie ann
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