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Cagayan De Oro City, Philippines
I’m not the what-you-see-is-what-you-get type.There’s more to me than meets the eye.Music plays a momentous role in my everyday living.I have my fair share of flaws and indifferences.shopping is my remedy when i get depressed.im vulnerable in believing lies :( i'm not perfect. sure, no one is.

Sunday, October 31, 2010

do you find formspring.me cool? :}

yeap,, but there are some chances that people tend post rude questions against you..

feel free to ask me ... :)

do you party? (i mean, do you go to clubs?)...if yes, where can i usually spot you at and how often do you party?

i love to party and mingle with everyone but im not a party goer.. and i dont go to clubs that often.. ;p

feel free to ask me ... :)

when do you intend to get married??? :p hahaha :}

when im financially stable .. but i do have my wedding plans already,, weird right? ahhaa

feel free to ask me ... :)

10/31/10

im sorry i cant post any updates yet about the happenings i had last few days,,
but i'll find time to give you my summary.. rest assured..
im just chillin' my self today waiting for something..:))

harem oh harem :((

ohhh emmm gee!
i really envy this harem pants,,
i want to have one..
i just have no idea where to find.
Im not even sure if its available here in cdo,,
I've been looking over through
stores, boutiques, and malls but
unfortunately, i couldn't find one..
if ever you knew one, pls ohhh pls,
be good to tell me ayt??
tnx :)



Saturday, October 30, 2010

happy birthday!

birthday greetings to:

kimberly tan a.k.a chen yuan mae
- i exactly have no idea why she has to change
her name.. ahha
-i really wished i could dance gracefully the way she
dances.. just unfortunately, i have two left unrepairable feet.. haha

mommy ging2 maghanoy


john jefferson caneja



jeffrey ong

coreine valledor


Saturday, October 23, 2010

happy birthday :)

before this day ends, just want greet the two of my great friends from XU..



Jayla michelle Llanita
-former president in our english class
-very maputi and funny
-super sweet and friendly person


Lourdes Suello
-the "twinay" of my barkada kirstie
-super humble person
-friendly


to both of you ladies.. Happy birthday,,
hug hug.. :)


Friday, October 22, 2010

10/22/10

as i was expecting, my legs are red, super itchy and my whole body is very warm due to some "light drinks" (said it! twas light lng jud!) we had with my friends yesterday..yeaaas. my body is not really used with liquors.. anyway, thank God my mom didn't notice.. :P

i had an awesome day yesterday,, finally, we had our once-in-a-blue-moon get together with my girlfriends again..Actually, it took us couple of days to decide when and where would we gather since some us are having conflicts with the schedule.blah! blah!blah!

anyhow.While waiting for the other girls to come, brai, nez and i decided to watch movie. At first we were arguing on what movie to watch . Since we couldn't decide well, so we ended up asking the woman from the ticket booth(weird right?) and asked what would be the nice movie to watch whether petrang-kabayo or last exorcism.She then proposed us the petrang babayo.. so finally! the three of us agreed to watch petrang kabayo.. and the lady was right,, it was really a stress relieving movie.,, i lilililili loveet,, xD

after watching the movie, we then went to "the bride" waiting for kirstie and kim to come,, in case you don't know where "the bridge" is.It is a new place located onward at the second floor of lim ket kai. There's is a new bridge in the north(or south??) promenade and a few walk would take you to that place. It is also bedside "allegre" if you're familiar in that place. I totally love "the bridge". Though only people might notice and know, but its actually the perfect place to hang-out.. Very quite and peaceful.Its actually my first time to be there.. We took some couple of drinks and tasted their sisig.. and *burp* , we headed up to our next pit stop, SHAKEYS... :)


after our long talk and "OMG-really??" moments, the girls decided to have sleepover at my crib.. and teddah!! partey partey at my house.. dancing, movie marathon, food trip,, ahha,, so kewl right??? :))

see my fb album for some photos:)
http://www.facebook.com/home.php?#!/album.php?aid=73955&id=1647199723

Thursday, October 21, 2010

10/21/10

i actually waited for my sistah Cy for her to be online coz the last time i remember, she told that she'll be back on thursday after her convention thing.. i wonder why until now i haven't heard anything about her.. hmmm.. it made me misses her more.. i miss our "ninja thing" together.. haha.. ohh well, i miss jiji too.. we haven't talk or chat in a while,, haaaiz,, gosh.. i cant imagine myself so boring without these ladies.. im really hoping we could catch up together soon,, :((

anyhow.. i was actually planning not to go online but since this boredom is freaking me to hell, i decided to watch videos on youtube.. but for the record, the suuuuper slow internet connection interrupted me again.. and so i just browsed some old photos in my friendster.. I was then amazed with what i saw.. almost forgetting i still have those photos which reminded me of how thinner i was before *sigh*

i also saw some photos which really made me
laugh and remember some of my memories i had in my 1st year college,,
here. take a peek :)


this photo was taken when we were making our c
programming language..
i miss this >_<>



this was the photo i was talking about.
i couldn't stop myself laughing with this one..
Actually, jmart was forcing us to pose
like a model but we keep on refusing because it was
saturday, and it was awkward to pose in public,,
but jmart was really insisting so we had left with no choice but to pose.
,, this photo was really a "fail" one.. ahha xD
grrrr// :))

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

Do you still watch cartoons? :)

yes.. yes.. i do,,im still kid at heart eeh.. :P do you? :p

feel free to ask me ... :)

what will you do when you are bored? :)

i'll try to find ways to entertain myself like do some bloggings, hang- out with friends, and any other cool stuffs.. hey.. any suggestions?? im running out.. :((

feel free to ask me ... :)

camwhoring

i had fun today,,
though i was not able to accomplish my plan of learning adobe after effects,which i knew from the fact its impossible for me due to some internet interruption..
and because i cant do anything about it, so i decided to go to my friend's house..
good thing she has her DSLR and good thing that she knew how to operate it since she's devcom student.. So we played at her camera and we ended up camwhoring ourselves,,
I learned about the basic techniques on how to use it professionally(self-proclaimed! haha) , though some of those were bluur, haha... sarreh. but its nice.. really,, i envy her DSLR,, gooosh,, cant wait to have one.. hhhhm,

well, anyway, we're planning to have a pictorial next week,, so its a good way for me to start working out seriously,, i mean it... dont want to have a close fight with my flabby arms so i need to prepare myself for this serious battle,not kidding guys!, and i only have less than a week to prepare,, well,, good luck to me then, ahha :P



so here are some of the photos i had earlier,,
enjoy :)








Tuesday, October 19, 2010

10/20/10

HAPPY HOLIDAY my friends :)
so basically, this is my 5th day of sem break and its totally ran ran Random!
i still have to be productive before this sem break ends..
ok,, i've started with the cartoonish thing in photoshop yesterday. t'was simple and uuhm ugly to look at.. haha.. ok.. so here.. look what i got..



yeah.. i know it was not good at all.. i need to furnish the color and its not
constant.. ohh well,,
i was supposed to upload this yesterday but i was not feeling well..
lately, i am having this kind of dizziness all over my body,,
i dont feel like eating and i always tend to wake up
in the middle of the night and i really don't have an idea what's
happening on me.. :((

well anyway,
since im done with cartoonish, im gonna
start learning the adobe after effects today,,
hope i can accomplish it today,, i totally envy my classmates who
are working with the adobe after effects tutorials..
i lililili want to learn so bad.. grrrr..



if someone want to take you home, will you be angry?

it depends upon the reason :)

feel free to ask me ... :)

What is love for you? (seriously) :)

love is the best feeling in the world u could ever feel.. :)

feel free to ask me ... :)

followed you back :)

thank u,, thank u :)

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kung naay maputol sa imu, unsa man ug nganu? :D

definitely my hair.. im having trouble with my split ends na jud :((

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^_^

hi :P

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do u choose ur friends?

nope..I don't choose. I get to know everyone I meet. But basically, i have different variety of friends..And i get to impressed and pleased by people I'm comfortable and relaxed with.. :)

feel free to ask me ... :)

asa mas hait? lobot o ngipon?

i dont know fx.. ahhaha// :))

feel free to ask me ... :)

Monday, October 18, 2010

10/19/10

ukae.. i admit... i haven't started learning any of the adobe after effects tutorials..
damn.. how could i start when this f*****g internet is driving me insane.. grrrr..
oh well,, guess i need to ponder a lot of persistence to wait for the video to buff,,
haaaiz.. i'll start the tutorials today,, rest assured.
Its a preparation for me to do something really important..
goosssh! cant wait..


'till here.. :)

10/18/10

just got home from a long-day laag,,
we had our meeting earlier with the staff for our upcoming QITC next year.. time flies so fast and its gonna be on january..

i already canvassed some nice dress to wear on that event.. and im planning to wear black coz it perfectly fits our theme "las vegas".. gosh! i cant really wait.. and i had to pair my dress with the head band i just bought earlier at the Robinson.. its a combination of black and red and i swear.. i really really love it,,its the exact accessory i want for the my dress XD
but as for now,, im trying to figure out on how will i tell my mom about the said event.. She knew about the QITC thing but she didn't know that I joined as a staff so i should probably make the right timing of telling her..

on the other side, after our meeting, i took the liberty of accompanying jeff in my our dentist. And yeah! you guessed it right.. Jeffrey just had his braces a while ago.. I totally convinced him to have his own since he keeps on asking me if its effective so i let him try for himself and yeah! he did.. haha.. and im so sorry if i fooled you.. haha.. JK! But i've reminded him already not to complain nor to regret the moment he will have one.. hahaha .. but that's ok,, the first 3-days of having braces is really painful.. been there. done that.. but i tell you jeff.. its really worth the pain.. XD

so anyway,, after his braces was being attached to his teeth *insert laugh*, we headed to LKK to buy a head band (said it a while ago) and then headed home.. As I was about to go home, i dropped by at the Robinson to have some window shopping but *pooooof, i ended up buying a new shirt.. 'twas simple, lavender polo that really caught my attention and the funny thing was, the size was small.. well anyway, i knew from the fact that there are some sizes which are not constant so I still don't consider it as a good news or anything.. grrrr.. well anyway.. i blamed my mom for giving my allowance even though its our sem break,, ahha XD.. love her so much,,

so i guess i shared enough,, till here folks,, XD

Sunday, October 17, 2010

brainy-cheek :)

as i was browsing some blog in the internet.. i accidentally and luckily saw a blog from someone who has a really good taste of fashion.. i mean.. common.. i really idolize her. I love her fashion! I love the way she chooses her clothes..All are unique and fabulous.She can really mix and match her clothes by her own.. And aside from idolizing her fashion trends, she is also a "brainy-chick" girl.. she graduated from ateneo with a course of accountancy not to mention that she was also a cum laude from her batch.. my jaw dropped when i found it.. She's so amazingly-pretty-brainy-chic. Who wouldn't want to be in her situation.. She has everything.

i often get to see people who's smart yet so fashionable in style,, i learned a lot from her blog.. i learned about the some tips on how to choose your proper clothes coz i know that i really sucked at choosing one..ok,,i know that i can have those pretty amazing dress but the thing is, im not just comfy wearing those especially in just normal days like washing day in our school.. And my flabby arms are making it more difficult. so maybe i should start loosing some calories so at least i can wear all the dresses i want grrrr!! now at least i have the idea and tips though.,

so anyway.. im soo happy that im feeling better alredy coz i was so dizzy these past,, I think its because of too much stress i had due to our exam.. at least i'll have the chance to rest and do some cool stuff..

Saturday, October 16, 2010

plans for sem break :P

Finally, finally, sem break holiday is here yo! We had just finished all our exams but still, I haven’t been recovered from stress and lack-of sleep,. Anyway, im super duper excited on how will I enjoy my short break..

Ok.. here are some of my plans this sem break : check this out:

-BFB with my sistahs

-camiguin with friends (*30 % sure)

-hangout with the amonakur (*I miss those girls)

-hair done (*my bangs is starting to get wavy)

-eyebrows done.. hahah

-shopping!! (check!,, I did my shopping earlier.. weeee ^^ )

-diet, exercise and etc (*effective: right after the BFB treat! LMAO)

-badminton

-watch all movies of Detective Conan

-watch all episodes of Maid Summah

-blog.blog and blog (*may be this time, I will be able to continue the composition I’m longing to finish)

-continue my guitar lesson (* I am almost forgetting all the chords)

-after effects tutorials (* in a preparation for something.. yikes)

-visit my lola (* I miss her >_< )

-read some of my pending books (*i'll start to read the book that I've borrowed from my classmate)

-get some enough sleep (8* my ultimate goal)

PS:

I may not be able to accomplish all of these but I’ll make it sure to catch up on the last part: P

One check already.. yeeeey.. J

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

happy birthday glaiza :)

birthday greetings to one of my sweetest classmate in our CS society,,

before anything else, i want to congratulate you
for making it this far and being able to take all the pressure in the exam
and since its your birthday, you deserve to have
a good grades as well..
thank for the ice cream treat,, wee ^^
till next time,.
love you much,, ^^
happy birthday

10/12/10

at last.. 2 subjects down and 5 more to go.. weee^^
but the agony is not yet over. :((


another pol sci exam is waiting for us tomorrow and i exactly have no idea where to begin..
for the past sessions we had in pol sci, all we did are just talking, murmuring in class and we even make use of the time to make our project(for our major) during our class,,
actually i have no plans of opening my notes today aside from the fact that i dont have one.. and i have no plans of wasting my time reading some random notes without having an assurance of what will come out tomorrow,, ggrrr!!
i curse that weird teacher.. ever since the first day of our meeting, i already knew that this teacher will just give us headaches towards the sem and i was right.. i tell you,, you dont wanna know how it feels like to be in his class. when will he realize that he is a super-weirdo and he's not actually helping and inculcating knowledge on us??..


haaiz.. forgive me God having this bitter blog :((
well i guess i'd better prepare my self for unexpected result for tomorrow ,, haha..


on the other side, i am in a process of working on with our documentation.. tomorrow is already the deadline for our final project and im hoping to accomplish everything
goodluck ^^

Monday, October 11, 2010

*blush* hahaha


heeey,, i was just kidding..
ooh well.. haha ^^

Saturday, October 9, 2010

BFB treat :)

after the hilarious+coincident experience of having a failing score which most of my classmates got the same grade too, we decided to have a lil celebration with a couple of friends and so we headed up to eat chicken proven ..

And as we were all eating and talking blah! blah! Emman suddenly spilled something that he wants to eat pizza at BFB. But he was still having the second thought of it though, but since we were all craving for it already, we forced Emman to have treat us until he said yes..



and tedddah!!






it took us so hard for us to convince him..
Good thing we were all good at making "palusot".. haha





ps:
its not just the treat i was so happy about, but also with the trust that my friends showed me.. We had serious conversation..i mean it,, serious..

crazy conversation w/ kuya justice

*me reading a group message from my phone " there are 5 fridays and 5 saturdays in October and it only happens every 823 years,, If you'll send it to 5 people, you'll be lucky.. blah blah..."

joie: uui.,. jonnas, basaha gni ni nga gm,, amazing kaau doh,,

jonnas: hay nku joie.. tuo-tuo pud ka ana?
kabalu ba ka nga and Octber 4,2010 kas-a ra mahitabo sa tibuuk nimung kinabuhi?

joie: *grabing katawaha.. aaah.. okay.. haha xD


andar na pud ning pag ka KJ ni jonnas.. ahhaha

if given a chance to be with someone you miss, who would it be?

si kuan J.A. hahaha XD

feel free to ask me ... :)

how about special someone?

oh yeas,, i do have lots,. :)

feel free to ask me ... :)

i miss you pen :)

i miss you more pen.. dugay na ta wala nag kita baaH?

feel free to ask me ... :)

when was the last time you lied?

like yesterday?? i had to do it on purpose to protect someone even if its still wrong though :)

feel free to ask me ... :)

^__^

have you ever had that feeling
when you think of someone and you wish that someone
would text or call you and surprisingly he/she did???
me? i did. i did.
and it melted me... haaaaaaaaiz ^____^

three is best number

Congratz to those poeple who got the majority score of "three".. weeee,,

At first i was disappointed when i saw the result of my quiz after I have submitted it on moodle receiving the grade of "three".. I didn't even got 1/4 of our total quiz.. so lame!
But when i was about to step out in the room, all my classmates where asking for my score and when i raised my three fingers.. There were all laughing and shouting because its the same grade they got in their quizzes. weird right??
haha..Alright! its fun to have the same grade with your classmates..At least I was not the only one who failed. .. ahhahhaha XD
lets celebrate ^^


And yes.. we're proud our scores.. ahha


cs reuniting

Friday, October 8, 2010

10/09/10

haluu thur!

Oh, exam is just right at the corner. It's shall start on Monday! :(
how could it be? time was flying like the rocket yea. it was just like the last exam had just ended and yet now exam again. too baddd.
AAAnnd.. i haven't start reviewing any of my subjects yet..
I dont know where to begin.. There's a lot of pressure coming in.
I want to rest but it seemed time won't allow me too..
I even don't have enough time to visit the church or maybe am i just too lazy to go out the house.


PLUS (+++) we still have to work on with our last project to be submitted next Wednesday.. How am I going to balance these all,.I wonder if my classmates feel the same way i do,.
but im still hoping i could catch up the exam though.. Good luck ateneo..
Lets do magis ^^

Good vibes, good vibes.. i need you.. please let me be inspired.. >_<

What do you break by speaking just only one word?

silence :)

feel free to ask me ... :)

What can be measured, but has no length, width or height?

Did you get this question from physics, if you did then the answer might be temperature, time and weight.

feel free to ask me ... :)

why ganahan ka atu nga song?

aaw,,kadtung "i could not ask for more"? ,, actually, its our theme song silly :P

feel free to ask me ... :)

do you sing?

everyone does.. it just so happened that i am not good at it :/

feel free to ask me ... :)

Why can't you take a picture of yourself with hair curlers?

ok,, the structure of the sentence is too way tricky.. But actually, you can't take pictures of your hair( whether its straight or curl) unless you're using a camera and not a curler right??

feel free to ask me ... :)

Before Mt. Everest was discovered, what was the tallest mountain in the world?

according to http://www.funtrivia.com/askft/Question51540.html,
Mount Everest was the highest mountain peak, even before it was discovered.

feel free to ask me ... :)

Born at the same time as the world, destined to live as long as the world, and yet never five weeks old. What is it?

perhaps the moon FX

feel free to ask me ... :)

What is everyone in the world doing at the same time?

breathing, thinking, smelling and and all other human stuff.. :))

feel free to ask me ... :)

What can be measured, but has no length, width or height?

Did you got this question from physics, it you did then the answer might be temperature, time and weight.

feel free to ask me ... :)

What do you break by speaking just only one word?

silence

feel free to ask me ... :)

What can you hold without ever touching or using your hands?

breath. of course :)

feel free to ask me ... :)

who's your crush?

sam pinto.. haha XD

feel free to ask me ... :)

this past few days, what are you excited about? :D

BFB treat with my sistahs.. :)

feel free to ask me ... :)

do you have any lucky things or whatsoever that you always bring?

i dont bring any.though i've tried once bringing a rosary when we had contemporary speech last year :P

feel free to ask me ... :)

nakay uyab?

wala... ahhahha XD

feel free to ask me ... :)

love ko nimo? ;p

ohh yeas.. i do pen :P

feel free to ask me ... :)

10/08/10

I guess you've seen it. The people that I’m always with have seen it---that there’s this part of me which easily breaks . Its like holding a vase that once dropped, it’s hard to fix again. It’s like being a kid playing and goofing around that once injured; tears would pull off the eyes ‘cause of too much pain that was felt. And yes! If you’re one among the few who recognize who I really am--- I am vulnerable!

Sometimes, I don’t realize how stupid it was to pretend that it doesn’t hurt when it actually does. I’ve tried to forget those unnecessary burdens in my life. I’ve tried to move on. But every time I get anywhere close, memories come flooding back to me. Like when someone brings up something I know that hurts me , I play it off by acting like I don’t care when I actually do. I wear a fake smile on my face just like fake designing clothes, it’s not real but most people can’t tell if it is or not unless you examine every aspect of it. But on the same note, I was praying I can cover up that pain and somehow it will fade sooner or later, but underneath this smile that I wear, is the pain that’s slowly killing me inside.

I thought I was good at pretending, but somehow, I come to realize that there are “some” where I can never hold back. There are “some” where I can never keep it “playing safe” and there are “some” where I can never avoid the reality that there are people who will really you down without even realizing it. And the only thing I can do is to say perfectly nothing and laugh it off. I lost my confidence already and I’m trying to build it up again. I know it’ll take me both patience and time for me to get it back.I don’t take it as negative side 'coz it is where i have chosen the path so i must take it as a challenge. I have learned a lot from these past and it’s a good way to start new chapter again.As long as God is with me, then i'll pursue what i have started no matter how hard it'll take. AND I WILL NEVER SURRENDER! :)

AMDG :)

Sunday, October 3, 2010

10/03/10


03 Oct, Sunday
Birthday greetings to my beloved Tita Ren2 Nacaya.
the most energetic person I know.. :)
I just want to say thank you for letting me stay in your house
for almost three years already.. For all the assistance and help, thank you for every thing..
You and Tito Ian helped us a lot already. And for that, we owe you big..
I m just praying that God will provide you more blessings and that He will continue
to give your family a good health .
Hope you'll enjoy birthday today
Happy birthday Tita..


PS; My apology coz I cant make it on your birthday today..
I'll make it bawi next time..
Xoxo.. mwaaah :)

Saturday, October 2, 2010

10/02/10

Just got home from a project making..
too tired..
no accomplishments..
failed!!! grrr!!!
tssk!! we have no choice but to continue to work on with our
project tomorrow ...
Im guessing that i'll probably end up being absent in my morning class on Monday
We'll i guess that's the ironic part of being a compsci..
Lack of sleep, no rest, eye bags and ohhh almost forgot---
carrying heavy things in school.. That includes your laptop, notebooks, papers and all
other unnecessary stuffs.
Ohhh life!! why are you making my life so difficult???
tell me??

Friday, October 1, 2010

10/01/10

01 Oct, Friday

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Hi peeps??
have you people been doing well?
I bet everything of yours must be doing smoothly eh!
You'll never know how things are going for me..
I tell you.. I'm am so deprived with rest and sleep..
A lot of things have been making my freaking life difficult,
causing me to have insomnia these days, which gradually
lead me to have eye bags.. sheeessh!!
I just had reviewed my cs 23 notes coz we
will be having a semi-final exam
tomorrow i mean
later.. And I think i've had reviewed enough..
But im not yet confident..
Still need to do more reviews later..
It was kind'a long but im sure
patience will pay off in the end..

its already 12;55 am in the morning and I got bored
and decided to take photos of mine..
see?? taking pictures is a lot more fun
than studying right?? haha :P

happy birthday

before anything else..
and before I'll start researching about our
project.. i'll just have some quick greetings with my
friends celebrating their birthday today,,


birthday greetings to my classmate Chyll Gabrang
She's a silent type of girl but once
you get along with her, you'll find a lot
of things to talk with,.



Another birthday greetings to Xienn Yen Palmes..
I met her during the orsem of freshies last june..
And then we started texting and all..
She seemed nice and
friendly..
Did i mention she's smart too?
The future account..



To both of you girls, im wishing u all the best,,
Happy birthday :)