i miss my fafarts so much ;(

Im glad im back..
yeeeey for me.. Im glad to be back as a lector again.. I did miss them a lot.. But before that, I am soo happy to let you know guys that I was able to accomplish for attending two meetings yesterday.. I had attended the first meeting at the city hall even though I sneaked out after I had my attendance done. haha Sorry for that.. Then I finally had the chance to join the meeting for the lectors last night.. yeeeey, Despite from the fact that i was very sick and felt really tired of going outside, yet I never fail to do my responsibility and yeah twas a great accomplishment for me . weh?

On the second note.. It was still disappointing for me to know about the other issues of cutting off the budget for the youth here in our parish council. Still, it was father allan's decision that must be followed.. And yet, we are still in no hands of opposing him aside from the fact that he does not listen to what the youth wanted. Anyway, that night was still extraordinary in a way that I was able to share my feelings and thoughts to my co-lectors. I really wanted to share a lot of things especially that I was gone for so many months though I had to cut it short due to our time limit.

After we had our meeting, the guys eventually went home because it was 10pm already but me and my fafart decided to have some talk and stayed at a store have some snacks. I shared a lot of things to him. I miss my fafart soo much! It was still refreshing in my mind when we(my 3 other fafarts) used to stay up so late and make "tambay" in street to have some chikka. They were the only guys that mom trusted. They treat me as their little brother and make fun of me. They never fail of making me laugh. Calixto and Ronnie are my laughter medicine and Jb is the person whom I can share ALMOST all of my secrets. and Oh? did I mention they were all good singers too?.. yeah! just so sad, i did'nt belong to them. haha XD. I still remember when we were about to go home and they were singing so loud inside the motorella and since I was not blessed to have good voice, I was only clapping my hands and the driver was really laughing so hard.. hahaiz! i really miss it, I miss those time.. :((
Anyway, back to the topic, we had a serious conversation with my fafart JB about something. Actually it was about the confusion I had with someone. Though he didn't give me advise but I exactly get what he was trying to point out. And yes, he was right. It gave me reason not to let myself down and made me realize that I deserve something better. And for the record,Im still thankful to meet someone as good as my brother JB.

anyway, after our long talk with my fafart, I had to go home since it was past 12 midnight already. He dropped me off outside my house and that night, I realize that there are so many wonderful things that life could ever offer and I just have to go with the flow, smile and BE HAPPY for some other things that are still going right. :D