twas a fun experience to end :)

Im not perfect! sure no one is.. People make mistake, and perhaps its part of growing. I have this tremendous feeling that when Im down or upset, I know its not okay and I end up suffering or fighting a battle with myself. Sometimes, I am simply down but there's no reason for me not to accept it. If i could simply allow myself to be down and let it be okay, doing nothing about it that this shall pass.. I come up with reasons for the way I am feeling and setting a trap for myself that's difficult to break free of. I end up convincing myself that there's really a good reason why certain things happen. But life isn't just about that. A quite acceptance or surrender to the natural flow of life allows my mind the space to be free. No explanation will be needed, no analysis, nothing. Its not possible but wiser to be practical if I allow myself the privilege of feeling better , even life isn't perfect. Those past experiences I've been through thought me a lot of lessons to ponder. They may have brought bad memories but having a positive feeling will make me see clearly that there still other important things to look forward to.. It all starts with the decisions i make in my life and the way I interact with it. Moving forward didn't come in giant laps but it will take tiny and tentative steps. I remember when someone once told me that I was somebody and thus I should I learn to find ways to be more contented. Then soon, I will come to understand the dynamic of happiness.. :)