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Cagayan De Oro City, Philippines
I’m not the what-you-see-is-what-you-get type.There’s more to me than meets the eye.Music plays a momentous role in my everyday living.I have my fair share of flaws and indifferences.shopping is my remedy when i get depressed.im vulnerable in believing lies :( i'm not perfect. sure, no one is.

Friday, December 31, 2010

not a good day to start my new year..

today was really not a good day.
I had an argument with my mom due to some small matters but because were both hot tempered, it got worsen. So i decided to go out and meet up with my friend nezel at coffeeworks and to at least make my self calm. I know its bad to have an argument with someone especially that New Year is coming and I think i should really have to say sorry to my mom.

Anyway, i was wearing a mini dress that I bought from Manila. Its been a long time since i wore shorts outside. And i super love it. Here, take a look :






we didn't stayed long at coffeworks because i still have to make the liberty of accompanying nezel at the lim ket kai for her video presentation project. We went to the atruim and took some pictures at the altar. Then I insisted her to take me also some pics,, ;p




Thursday, December 30, 2010

new year! new chapter! :D

its estimated 15 hours left before the clock strikes at 12;00 am.. And im soo uber excited for this new year to come..
at this moment, I am still reminiscing the over all experience, challenges, those "first time", and those happy moments during my 2010.
It was indeed a roller coaster ride.
Im too lazy to summarize all but one thing is for sure,,
This year taught me a lot of things. I met a lot of people. I gained a lot of experiences. AND I HAD FUN!
I will not be surprise if atfer how many years, i'll open this and be nostalgic to what i will be reading in my blog. Then i will realized how much i'd changed. I'd changed into someone whom i don't know, anymore.. The naive me is just dead and gone. Well, but at least, i know how the society is like, now. ..

here were some of the pictures i got the in 2010.. :D


community building

bolts

xu days

SEO

manila

during sportfest

meeting de avance

camiguin vacation

my friends suprised me in my birthday

my lector family suprised me also during my birthday ;D







well anyway, enjoy the last few hours of 2010 guys..
God bless and more power..

-JOIE DE VIVRE-

merry merry merry christmas :)

hello again guys! OMG.. im so totally left out! i know?!!
I am still overwhelmed that I finally got the chance to meet my siblings again.. Yeap! I did celebrate my Christmas holiday in Manila. And it was my first time to travel in plane ALONE..

ANyway, I should make this fast. I couldn't share all the stories i got from there. But if i have time, i would love to give you not just about the updates but the learnings too. But first, take a look first to some of the pics i got there together with my siblings..
here, take a peak:



from tallest to shortest

playing with bro

with jian




with justienne


i so miss this kid.. :(

chasing after JD.. :D


so.. thats it..
those were just some of the unforgettable moments that I had.
It was the best christmas indeed.
Thanks to my tita for the ticket and thanks to mom for allowing me to travel alone.. ;p

hope to post some of the updates i had when I was with my cousin apple before she had left for london..
SOOOOOn.. aahhahah :))

Saturday, December 18, 2010

this is madness :((

i really hate this day...
I've been struggling to a lot of things lately,, I know this is kind'a weird because the last last post i had was about being optimistic blah! blah! but I know, it seemed like I was just really upset today.. I couldn't blame anyone but my self.. grrrr.. Anyway, I can finally say that its the officially start of of Christmas vacation. And Im still helplessly broke,, I have no money! And I still have lots of christmas party to attend to.. Gossh! this is freaking me out,, My Godchidlren are already asking me their christmas gifts and their cute innocent faces couldn't refused me,, haha,,

Well, back to the point of being upset with.. The prelimanary exams I had were not good. Ok, I admit that I didn't give enough effort for studying my lessons but I swear, i really tried. its just that I was being confident of believing about stock knowledge which gave me a REALLY REALLY huge disappointment ..*sigh* Im so ashamed of my self.. im starting to get lazy again and it sucks.. Any way, I learned my lesson that I shouldn't always depend with my stock knowledge which is not effective i guess.. :(( this is madness.. I had to make "bawi" with all of my subjects and probably these will include in my new year's resolution.. *cross fingers*

BTW. im superbly excited, well not just me but all the stuffs and participants to the upcoming QITC event this january. Me,cherry and all other girls have already the plans on what to wear during the social's night. I bet it would be fun and at the same time informative. We already have many sponsors like pepsi, ink-all-you-can,jobstreet, and our media partner ABS-CBN and many more. And oh! we will be in pamahaw especially this january. SO watch us out guys! We will be promoting the event in both television and radio. Thats one of the things we were looking forward to.. We'll keep you posted for some other announcement guys,, no worries.. :D

I thinkg that's all I got for today,,
And before I hit my bed to drowse, please "good vibes", im asking you to please come .. ahha XD
goodnight

Thursday, December 16, 2010

good vibes! where art thou?

Christmas is almost coming and im still broke.. huhu,, poor me..:((

Anyhow,..I’m starting to hate this day.. Where did the “good vibes” go? I was been expecting you to come.. You have disappointed me today huh? Anyway, I had 2 exams down and 2 more left. My rs was ok, I think.. Its more about explaining how you understand the lesson though. My psych exam did upset me. I was really thinking that our exam would be so short since our teacher told us last time that it will only take 20 minutes only. So I was so confident that i didn't bother to study at all, but it turns out to be different.I guess that was KARMA. And the worst, I didn’t follow the instruction that our answers must be in capitalized.. grrrr! And not to mention that our presentation was moved to January which I was expecting it today. Anyway, I couldn’t mention more possible things that will disappoint me this day. CS friends will be having a xmas party later. Im really excited but I guess it will be fun!

Too much of this blog.. GTG! CIAO! J

i need money.. :(((

Christmas is almost coming and im still broke.. huhu,, poor me..:((

Anyhow,..I’m starting to hate this day.. Where did the “good vibes” go? I was been expecting you to come.. You have disappointed me today huh? Anyway, I had 2 exams down and 2 more left. My rs was ok, I think.. Its more about explaining how you understand the lesson though. My psych exam did upset me. I was really thinking that our exam would be so short since our teacher told us last time that it will only take 20 minutes only. So I was so confident that i didn't bother to study at all, but it didn't actually. And the worst, I didn’t follow the instruction that out answers must be capitalized.. grrrr! And not to mention that our presentation was moved to January which I was expecting for. Anyway, I couldn’t mention more possible things that will disappoint me this day. CS friends will be having a xmas party later. Im really excited but I guess it will be fun!

Too much of this blog.. GTG! CIAO! J

Be Excited !

In every cloud, there is a silver lining.
This thought have struck me most when I first heard this during my psych subject. I didn't realize that it will help me gain ideas and start over this blog. For the past few days, I noticed to some of my friends that beyond their huge smile is something sadness that couldn't chase away and you could only perceive it when you start asking them. That made me think that I should write again in my blog, aside from the very delayed updates of me.So Im back again and ready to open another thoughts in my life.

Lately, I realized that I was fighting an uphill battle. I have been trying to make a world conform my wishes, a battle that i could not win. Upset, disappointed, hurt, betrayed---what else? In every situation that comes, I always get to see the dark side of it. I easily get angry to simple things. And the funny thing is that, no one have caused my reaction to some difficult situations but myself. It was my thoughts that recognized my self to feel bad that made me think of good reason to be upset.It was indeed a merely response ; a knee-jerk reaction.

Gradually, I am trying to open up my mind to a process of becoming optimistic and to cultivate a more positive attitude which I can clearly see what's in store for me. I want to open up my mind and look at the right side rather than wrong.To put less negativity and dismiss the negative thoughts. And to see the picture of what lies a head in the future. And to believe in my ability to effect positive change.

These past experiences were just series of hardships that must be struggled with and overcome.I want to have an ability to see my life clearly. Its time to take a step back and gain some perspectives. I want to make some allowances for the imperfections in myself and in others. To become free and make necessary adjustment in life.TO grow.To change.
Lastly, I want to free my mind from overabundance and distraction to be able to make allowance from the imperfections in me and others.Changes may be difficult but it will surely help me achieve my goal quickly and painlessly.
BE POSITIVE..


Monday, December 13, 2010

quote 9

Feelings never change; you just learn how to hide them…

quote 8

When you finally realize that you didn't matter at all to someone, you begin to wonder if you ever mattered to anyone

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When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running in her mind.

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The worst thing about getting heart broken is going to sleep and knowing you're going to wake up and nothing has changed

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Its better to lose ur pride with someone u love rather than to lose that someone u love with ur useless pride

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Decisions are the hardest thing to make especially when it’s a choice between where you should be and where you want to be.

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Take some time off for yourself and get away from the world for a while. Enjoy your time alone with relaxing activities

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Many of life's failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up

quote 1

Release your grip. Trust and show up for yourself. Remember: "Sometimes, letting go is the best way to hold on!

Thursday, December 9, 2010

please oh please keep this in mind :)

I missed to share a lot of unexpected slash tragic event these past. Its not that I am too lazy to write, it just every time I start writing something, I tend to backspace and start all again. There are many things running in my mind but I just couldn’t find the exact words to say. I guess I have to start by venting out three MAJOR important things to remember:

1.) 1.)Never EVER leave your kids unattended

2.) 2.)If possible, don’t let yourself get sick

3.) 3.)Literally speaking, be conscious by your hygiene hahaha

Now its time for me to explain each of them, why I have come up such ideas.

First, I just want to warn all moms out there to pretty please don’t leave your kids across the street if you don’t want them to get hurt just like the kid we accidentally (unintentionally) bumped last night. Yeas, that was a very serious situation and I just hope whoever may read this article will just keep this and never spill the beans.

Anyway, me and bunch of my friends went to our friend’s house to have some dinner because they were having their fiesta celebration. We ate, talked blah! blah! and until we decided to go home coz it was late already. And as we were about to go home, my friend was the one driving his van, it was still few blocks away from his house when suddenly the Van got bumped into something—something we were so clueless of what it was. At first we though it was only a rock or a branch of a tree and only to figured out that it was actually a kid we have bumped into. We all started panicking especially when that lady with a big mouth was shouting and asking for help. We went down to checked for ourselves and it was really a kid we got bumped at the back part of the Van. Needless to say, it was not my friend’s fault, because in the first place the kid was being left unattended by her mother. We didn’t even see that there was kid in our front view. *insert story here*..

I really don’t need to share all the details here. That would inappropriate for me because Im still protecting both sides of the kid and of course my friend. The important thing is that the kid is now safe. There was no actually injury found in the X-ray. But the driver’s license of my friend was being taken by the police. By 12 am, we were at the hospital to check for the kid. Yes, he was ok, thank God, but my friend and his Dad had to pay for the hospital bill even though it was not my friend’s fault. Once again, please oh please dont leave your kids unattended especially in some places which are prone to accidents. J that’s all.

Second, I noticed that a lot of my friends are having colds, cough and the worst, one of my friend was being admitted at the hospital because he was been sick for almost 5 days now. The Doctor cannot still determine the findings of his sickness. His platelets are kept on dropping and the sad thing is that he missed a lot of lessons already and the worst, our preliminary exam is coming. We are still hoping for his fast recovery. Get well soon bestfriend :P

Third, you may think Im such a jerk to mention such basic and like *duuuuh thing to you.. hahahha.. Actually, it started when me,Ivan, Emman and Jossie were on our way home riding a rella with this weird lady kept on saying “ kinsay may walai ligo sa inyu?baho kaau.. pasensya, gi-sinusitis man gud ko busa pranka ko,. Baho jud kaau,, kinsai wala naligo sa inyu? Aaah basin ang drayber wala na ligo.. “ I was about to laugh so hard by his prank statement.I mean, like duhhhh, if she really smelled something bad which the four of us didn’t, does she really need to tell it on public and accused someone who according to her did not take a bath. Can she not could keep it herself rather than make someone offended. I know that was too stupid to share.. hahahhahah but even though we are all innocent of her accusations, she can still make someone upset. She’d better buy thick mask to cover her nose next time.. We were almost laughing but we prefer to just keep quite and let that lady speak herself alone.. ahhahaha :))))) anyway, still, be conscious by your hygiene so that no one will accuse you that you didn’t take a bath.. ahhaha :)))

I guess this is all I can share at this moment. Watch for my next blog next time.. CIAO!