Be Excited !

In every cloud, there is a silver lining.
This thought have struck me most when I first heard this during my psych subject. I didn't realize that it will help me gain ideas and start over this blog. For the past few days, I noticed to some of my friends that beyond their huge smile is something sadness that couldn't chase away and you could only perceive it when you start asking them. That made me think that I should write again in my blog, aside from the very delayed updates of me.So Im back again and ready to open another thoughts in my life.

Lately, I realized that I was fighting an uphill battle. I have been trying to make a world conform my wishes, a battle that i could not win. Upset, disappointed, hurt, betrayed---what else? In every situation that comes, I always get to see the dark side of it. I easily get angry to simple things. And the funny thing is that, no one have caused my reaction to some difficult situations but myself. It was my thoughts that recognized my self to feel bad that made me think of good reason to be upset.It was indeed a merely response ; a knee-jerk reaction.

Gradually, I am trying to open up my mind to a process of becoming optimistic and to cultivate a more positive attitude which I can clearly see what's in store for me. I want to open up my mind and look at the right side rather than wrong.To put less negativity and dismiss the negative thoughts. And to see the picture of what lies a head in the future. And to believe in my ability to effect positive change.

These past experiences were just series of hardships that must be struggled with and overcome.I want to have an ability to see my life clearly. Its time to take a step back and gain some perspectives. I want to make some allowances for the imperfections in myself and in others. To become free and make necessary adjustment in life.TO grow.To change.
Lastly, I want to free my mind from overabundance and distraction to be able to make allowance from the imperfections in me and others.Changes may be difficult but it will surely help me achieve my goal quickly and painlessly.
BE POSITIVE..