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Cagayan De Oro City, Philippines
I’m not the what-you-see-is-what-you-get type.There’s more to me than meets the eye.Music plays a momentous role in my everyday living.I have my fair share of flaws and indifferences.shopping is my remedy when i get depressed.im vulnerable in believing lies :( i'm not perfect. sure, no one is.

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

08/31/10








before the month of august ends, just wanna say ..
this month has been an extraordinary for me..
lots of events happened. 'Twas really a roller coaster ride (though i haven't ride a roller coaster yet) i tell you..

1st week of august:
*birthday celebration of papals at CaLda Pizza
*long test in all major subjects and feeling majors *aheeem :p

2nd week of august:
*midterm week! with all those sleepless night tingy
*birthday celebration of my sistah's boyfriend
*overnight with friends at middleton
*baptismal to my new "ina-anak"

3rd week:
*preparation for CB
*ambushed amonakur get together
*finally, the Community Building held at Tropical

4rth week:
*fiesta/ birthday celebration to Daddy nanding

5ht week:
*making of projects/assignments/liquidation and activity report

see??

tomorrow will be another month..
that means, another experiences to look forward to,,
i mean A LOT!,,
SEPTEMBER... ♥♥♥

Sunday, August 29, 2010

what can you say about venus raj?

she is a major major pride of our country :) *insert laugh*

feel free to ask me ... :)

how are you?

good as new :)

feel free to ask me ... :)

how are you?

good as new :)

feel free to ask me ... :)

what can you say about venus raj?

she is a major major pride of our country :) *insert laugh*

feel free to ask me ... :)

if you are one of the hostages at the Quirino Hostage drama, what would you do?

for sure, i'll die insane.. I swear! i never wish to be in that situation. But , prayer would be my best protection :)

feel free to ask me ... :)

diba naa tay germ killing soap na 99.9% effectivity? so, what if matagak ang sabon sa salog, what do you think will happen? malimpyo ang salog or mahugaw ang sabon?

of course,the floor doesn't get cleaned as well as the soap doesn't get dirty. Pick the soap up and rinse it off,it is soap after all.

feel free to ask me ... :)

Saturday, August 28, 2010

no more sea dragon for me.. :(

the fiesta is almost over and unfortunately,
i will never have a chance to ride the sea dragon in the carnival.. great!
Well, i envy my friends and classmates who were able to ride the sea dragon
even though they discourage me not to try, but still,
im dying for it.. I really love adventures ok?
I just get thrilled every time i hear their stories of how scary it was.
but none the less ,every time my friends and i plan to go, it always get postpone! too bad!

OH well! better luck next year! *i wish*:((

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

unexpected hang out



Last Friday, we had an unexpected hang-out with my girlfriends. Actually, it was not in the plan to have a get together, they just texted me.It just so happened that i was not in my uniform anymore so i was in th mood roaming around at Divisoria. But unforutanely, Braizza failed to make “apas” to us coz her phone gut busted and we couldn’t find other ways to contact her.
So there, we had an ambushed bonding. We had a dinner in the newly renovated Chowking and then headed to Gabz to have some karaoke.. weee// 'twas fun! swear!

I missed them so much. It’s been a long time since we have'nt get along with because of our busy schedules. So every time we meet up, we make it sure we'd really enjoy. Some of us may be not around due to thousand of miles we are away from each other, yet we never fail to catch up each other’s stories.As usual, we had those “do-you-know-that …” and “remember-those-days..” blah! blah! blah! hahaiz! i knd’a miss my high school days. I get nostalgic every time I remember those crazy moments when we were still in high school.

Anyway, the fun doesn’t end there. We are still looking forwarding to have another get along and hoping that Lyza will come back home very soon from Canada so that next time, we will be complete and that would be amazing . We really misss you Lyza! :(

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

nothing important


“As I look back on all that's happened..
growing up, growing together, changing you,
changing me -- there were times when we dreamed together,
when we laughed and cried together.
As I look back on those days,
I realize how much I truly miss you and how much I truly love you.
The past may be gone forever..
and whatever the future holds, our todays make the memories of tomorrow.
So, my lifetime friend,
it is with all my heart that I send you my love,
hoping that you'll always carry my smile with you,
for all we have meant to each other and for whatever the future may hold.”

-anonymous :)

Saturday, August 21, 2010

community building

yeah right! we just had our community building yesterday held at tropical,,
actually, it was supposed to be a two-purpose event, including the faculty tribute
but ironically, only one teacher came 'coz most of the cs moderators and staffs were busy then.
but it didn't give us the hindrance to continue the fun,
many came and many had fun,,

and its my first time to handle such an activity like this.. and since its an off-campus activity so we should really need to plan it perfectly.
i never thought being a project head of this activity holds a very
big responsibility,
you'll need to know the expected number of people that will join, then you'll be
the one to manage the money and the O.R. ,not to mention that you'll need to do many paperworks especially for the liquidation,..

it was really a disaster one..
but still, im so thankful that the XCEL officers helped me with the preparations,
i couldn't do it without them..

we really helped each other.. many enjoyed the games..

.. but the catastrophe doesn't end their,
i still need to start making my liquidation report and all.
oh! i almost forgot! i still have 4 projects piled ready to crammed me off.


good luck to me..

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

kinsa imu first crush?

haha,, pwede pass?? friends man gud mi sa facebook,, haha,, lol

feel free to ask me ... :)

ga sell gyapon kag dalfour?

yep.. ha sell jpun ko,, :)

feel free to ask me ... :)

shifting mood



They say I’m very moody. Sometimes, I’m in a high mood, other times I am in lower mood. When I am in good mood, I feel so secure, patient and confident. I have a sense of lightness and I’m always convinced especially in dealing with problems where solutions seem readily available. But when I’m in a lower mood, everything seems difficult. I easily get bored and nothing seems to satisfy me. It seems like I am in the top if the iceberg as though more trouble is just around the corner. It looks like there are no solutions at all. I feel so useless and hopeless.

Well, I guess that’s me, a person who suddenly changes mood. I’m hard to read and took a lot of time for people to guess what I am thinking or feeling. If I were to choose, I would like to be in a good mood always, otherwise, I will be procrastinating myself coz everything justify the way I am feeling. It’s almost though there’s an invisible negative antenna encouraging me to notice everything that is wrong to my life...

Sometimes, it leads me with no choice but to pretend that I’m happy as if everything’s alright. I hope I can find ways to defend myself from a mood attack. But I couldn’t fight. I am too weak to be tempted by negative things.

Sunday, August 8, 2010

crocs shoes

finally! i convinced my mama to buy me a new pair of shoes
since my old shoes really need to be replaced.
It was kind'a sort of damaged due to
heavy rain these past.

anyway, it took me so hard to convinced my mama.
it just so happened that the crocs were having a mega sale
so i was really insisting my mama otherwise ill have
to suffer wearing my old shoes...

and olah! i got the new olivia pair of crocs..
weee ^^

love you ma.. mwaaah :)


Friday, August 6, 2010

happy birthday papals

i gotta say this week was been so terrific!


on monday: we had no class because of the late celebration of St. Ignatius day,sooo..
i was in a house arrest again. Got nothing to do and i ended up taking some vain pictures . hahha :))) sweet!


on tuesday: nothings new! just an ordinary day!

on wednesday: we had a small birthday celebration for papals even though he was not around but it didn't give us the reason not to celebrate even without the birthday boy..haha
Our first planned actually was to try all the rides at the carnival.
We were already outside the carnival
and we were about to enter when the guys suddenly changed plan and decided to have just a dinner.








SO.. the plan was canceled. Instead, we headed up at CALDA PIZZA since we
haven't tried their biggest pizza yet.
We ordered the lagest( i think?) thinking we could eat it all but unfortunately almost half of the pizza were not eaten so the guyz decided to raid vavanz'
house and at least he could have the remaining pizza..
i wanted to go with them but i still have an exam to settle for the following day so they dropped me first in nazareth before heading to vavanz house.




sooooo.. i started studying my subject almost 10 pm and thinking that i will not be able to comprehend all the terms i've studied coz i feel so tired and sleepy already but still, i did try my
very hardest to keep going..
and...

on thursday: olah! i got a higher grade on our exam,, pheeew.. didn't expect that! all the sacrifices were worth it.. :) cheeers for me.
but on the other side, i was given a task to be the project head for our upcoming community building. Its my first time to handle such big activity as this and even chosen as the project head . They said, I need to prepare lots and lots
of paperworks. Oh noohs! Im not really familiar with this new activity but
i know i can do it,, :)

on friday: nothings new i guess! just making this blog.. And preparing myself for lots and lots of cramming this week..
Did i mention that our midterm exam will start nextweek? and Im ready to embrace all the books and photocopies for the coverage of our exam :)



i know im strong and i know i can do this!
ajah ^^

Sunday, August 1, 2010

whats in store for me in august?

first day of august!!
and i don't know how to explain this but
i think i am not yet ready to embrace this month..
well i guess , number one reason is that our midterm exam is fast approaching..
PLUS.. we still have projects to do with our majors and there's this
video thing which we still need to work on.
we haven't started yet..
and i am here feeling like i am in a house arrest and doing nothing!!

common! i am not use of doing nonsense things.
i dont want to end my day without any accomplishments.
I know it sounds weird.
But most of the time, i am plucked with so many things to do like
doing some assignments or reviewing my lessons..
but this weekend, its just so lame..
and its making me bored :(

but somehow, this is just a preparation for next week. Coz it will be the moment where i will encounter more sleepless night and cramming like hell!!
shooot!