happy birthday :D

birthday greetings to:

JOEY
-we have almost the same name with
different spelling
-we were classmates in linear algebra subject last summer
-he was really good in math though I thought at first he was a
bully guy but he is actually not
-i can still recall when our teacher said "oh joey,
please answer the problem solving in board.And i freaked out
coz I really thought I was the one being called by the teacher..
good thing he stand up immediately and solved it
for himself ..phew!

JOVY
-my classmate in highschool
-this is mostly the kind of a girl where I used to idolize her body
even before she has her baby.. but nevertheless, she's still sexy though

Sam
-a recently friend from Nazareth

i miss my fafarts so much ;(

Im glad im back..
yeeeey for me.. Im glad to be back as a lector again.. I did miss them a lot.. But before that, I am soo happy to let you know guys that I was able to accomplish for attending two meetings yesterday.. I had attended the first meeting at the city hall even though I sneaked out after I had my attendance done. haha Sorry for that.. Then I finally had the chance to join the meeting for the lectors last night.. yeeeey, Despite from the fact that i was very sick and felt really tired of going outside, yet I never fail to do my responsibility and yeah twas a great accomplishment for me . weh?

On the second note.. It was still disappointing for me to know about the other issues of cutting off the budget for the youth here in our parish council. Still, it was father allan's decision that must be followed.. And yet, we are still in no hands of opposing him aside from the fact that he does not listen to what the youth wanted. Anyway, that night was still extraordinary in a way that I was able to share my feelings and thoughts to my co-lectors. I really wanted to share a lot of things especially that I was gone for so many months though I had to cut it short due to our time limit.

After we had our meeting, the guys eventually went home because it was 10pm already but me and my fafart decided to have some talk and stayed at a store have some snacks. I shared a lot of things to him. I miss my fafart soo much! It was still refreshing in my mind when we(my 3 other fafarts) used to stay up so late and make "tambay" in street to have some chikka. They were the only guys that mom trusted. They treat me as their little brother and make fun of me. They never fail of making me laugh. Calixto and Ronnie are my laughter medicine and Jb is the person whom I can share ALMOST all of my secrets. and Oh? did I mention they were all good singers too?.. yeah! just so sad, i did'nt belong to them. haha XD. I still remember when we were about to go home and they were singing so loud inside the motorella and since I was not blessed to have good voice, I was only clapping my hands and the driver was really laughing so hard.. hahaiz! i really miss it, I miss those time.. :((
Anyway, back to the topic, we had a serious conversation with my fafart JB about something. Actually it was about the confusion I had with someone. Though he didn't give me advise but I exactly get what he was trying to point out. And yes, he was right. It gave me reason not to let myself down and made me realize that I deserve something better. And for the record,Im still thankful to meet someone as good as my brother JB.

anyway, after our long talk with my fafart, I had to go home since it was past 12 midnight already. He dropped me off outside my house and that night, I realize that there are so many wonderful things that life could ever offer and I just have to go with the flow, smile and BE HAPPY for some other things that are still going right. :D

new changes for us..

hello guys?did miss meee??
been so terrified by the holiday break because i did spend my time doing nothing.. thursday and friday was been so awful.. I had an argument with someone,, Twas very complicated but we're ok now.. Thanks for those people who were concerned for us.. We couldn't fixed it without you guys.. ;D


my days are numbered and im still in the middle of familiarizing the css code for my major subject. The teacher didn't oblige us though, but i realize that nowadays, i have to learn myself without always asking my classmates on what to do.. I dont want to irritate them by always asking. I should learn to love my course and studying the codes is one way for me to get on the top.. I know from the fact that Im not really good at programming but if I spend my time studying rather than doing nonsense, then I dont doubt if I could make it.

Anyway, Im soo happy to be back as a lector again.. Its been quite a while since the last time I have read during mass. I made a promise to them that I will join the meeting later.. I miss a lot of things already. I mean A LOT. I never thought that there are some changes already while I was gone.. The place, the room, the people, new council, new leader and new regulation.. I was so shocked when my friends told me about the new rules and regulations that our parish priest had demanded. of course many of us didn't agree. A lot of things were affected by the sad new rules, but the sad part is that we cannot do anything about it because we dont have the power to be against the will of the priest.. All we have to do is to follow what was being ordered though it was kinda sad for our part..But please dont get me wrong. Im still certain from the fact that maybe we just misunderstood our priest.. And he has his own reason of making it so. :)
Anyway, though they were many unfamiliar faces when i got back, but the old people did'nt change.. they never stop teasing and making fun of me, especially my fafartz.. i missed them so much.. Im soo glad that they still treat me as their little brother.. haha xD
Though they were a lot of changes that had happened, but the relationship with my friends especially my fafartz remains the same. Im soo glad to have a family like them ;D

Sometimes, I learn the most from the worst moments.

"Sometimes fate is like a small sandstorm that keeps changing directions. You change direction but the sandstorm chases you. You turn again, but the storm adjusts. Over and over you play this out, like some ominous dance with death just before dawn. Why? Because this storm isn't something that blew in from far away, something that has nothing to do with you. This storm is you. Something inside of you. So all you can do is give in to it, step right inside the storm, closing your eyes and plugging up your ears so the sand doesn't get in, and walk through it, step by step. There's no sun there, no moon, no direction, no sense of time. Just fine white sand swirling up into the sky like pulverized bones. That's the kind of sandstorm you need to imagine.

An you really will have to make it through that violent, metaphysical, symbolic storm. No matter how metaphysical or symbolic it might be, make no mistake about it: it will cut through flesh like a thousand razor blades. People will bleed there, and you will bleed too. Hot, red blood. You'll catch that blood in your hands, your own blood and the blood of others.

And once the storm is over you won't remember how you made it through, how you managed to survive. You won't even be sure, in fact, whether the storm is really over. But one thing is certain. When you come out of the storm you won't be the same person who walked in. That's what this storm's all about."



— Haruki Murakami (Kafka on the Shore)

stay connected

another get together with my sistahs.. weeee ^^
shared a lot things( as usual), took photos of us (as usual), and went to MCDO for lunch ( as usual)..
what makes us different is that, every time we hang out, we're putting up another closeness towards each other that makes our friendship stronger,which is totally different from the other usual friends.. We may have different stories, lifestyles and courses yet there will always be many ways for us to be connected..

having confidence is very important

Finally I had the chance to watch the Harry puto *insert laugh* and the Deathly hallows.. haha,, At least I can already relate to my classmates who can't stop talking about it and i I even had to cover my ears for them to stop spoiling me about the movie..
Well, i shall rate the movie 4.5/5, the movie is really awesome, you just should watch it when you're free!
Anyway, the movie was great except for the parts where creatures suddenly appear. I also had some erroneously understanding of some parts, guess everyone is right that i should have read the book first before watching the movie..
Went back to school for class after the movie..I thought i was gonna be late, Thank God I arrived first before the teacher did.. it was my 2nd day of showing up to my Filipino class since I was absent the other day because my friends invited me to watch the movie "buried" which was totally a waste of money.. And you dont wanna know why..

Showing up to class with new set of faces was totally a great adjustment for me. I had to separate with my cs friends because of my advance subjects I had last two summer.. I sat at the back part. My classmates are mostly freshmen and sophies.Good thing they were very friendly and easy to be with. I made companions with them immediately. We shared book when we had our first activity.. SO maybe i'll take it as a good start of facing the reality especially when you will have your work in the future. You have to be with new set of people, new environment and you have to independent.. So i should have to work this out AJAH! ^^

you can earn by making a blog

I had a long day ahead!
This is the first day for having a Saturday class this Sem.. It really sucks.. Attending 2 and a half hours of lecture with only 30 minute of break then another 2 and a half hours again for our laboratory class.. But I need to start getting used to it especially that my favorite teacher is one who handles our class. Bit inspired, I think... LOLJK!
Anyhow, after our class, Dave and I were practicing for our lines since we were the ones who hosted the SEO seminar held at the CIT500.. Many came and joined the seminar.. We didn't expect that many would come 'coz we only expect to have 30 participants but there were about 60 + of them.. As a host and a listener, I have also learned a lot of things especially that I,myself, loves to make a blog.. What makes it more interesting is that you can actually earn by just posting a blog.. Unbelievable right? Your hobby can actually helps you earn profit with php 0.00 capital.. But I'm still having second thoughts of showing my blog in public. I mean, showing it to others aside from my friends in facebook.. That would be unsafe for me especially if my mom will find out.. :)) So maybe next time, I would apply a commercial add that would pay me every time I post something in my blog.. ^^ You can make your own too..

Anyhow, after the Seminar, we had an ice cream treat courtesy by XCEL officers. Wished granted for me since I've done my part as a host and I dont need to worry about my voice. I was really craving for it even before the SEO Seminar.So happy that was able to eat ice cream again with no hindrances anymore.. weee ^^..

hail to the most epic fail person in class

I really had the most craziest,embarrassing and epic fail experience in school. Our pscyh teacher gave us the task about creating a unique presentation regarding the topic assigned to us... So the first group started followed by the second, third and so on.. Here comes the third to the last group which they started their presentation with a report.. Clueless as I was, I did not know that they were having their acting already. Coz they dont look like they were. The guy classmate was acting like he was in a hurry and suddenly dropped his pencil case with full of pens and ball pens.. I felt pity for him not knowing that it was already part of their acting.. Stupidity as I was (*feeling like i was a supergirl), I stood up and helped my guy classmate to picked up the pens and ball pens that were being dropped off! Everyone stared at me and they started laughing! And I started like "Oh my God! Oh my God" I returned immediately to my chair with full of embarrassment.. How I wished I could evaporate or melt immediately that time! Good thing that when it was our turn to present, we made our presentation more entertaining by making it as a comedy especially when Jeffrey accidentally spoke tagalog wherein his role was supposed to be a chinese and couldn't understand tagalog at all.. It all turns out to be hilarious.. At least everyone had fun and the best part was when our teacher hailed us as the best group who presented well in class.. weee ^^.. We didnt expect it at all because we actually had our plans 15 minutes before the class will start. SO we were really not ready.. Thank GOd my group mates were so professional that they were able to make it without having any practices.. At least there was something good happened despite the embarrassing experience I had.. :))

today is "keep on laughing day"

hello guys! its been a long time :)
2nd week of 2nd sem is a bit worn out by some different issues going on these past..
Im still adjusting with the adrenaline rush due to some changes with the new people,schedule, environment and other important matters.

I had a great time last monday.. It was actually the day I dont want to forget. It feels like I was in a fairy tale that seemed so hard to believe that it could really happen in real life. Not even in my life. Though it was short, but at least it did bring great smile to me. Just too bad the fairy tale story has to end :(.
Any way, i was late in my SE class,, I showed up with no available chair to sit in,, Good thing Jonnas offered his chair and I sat beside him,.

Had my rubber changed last tuesday. Went out.Went grocery and then slept early..I was actually not
in that mood that day.. I remember it was my "i-dont-wanna-cry-but-i-cant-help-it" moment.. why? ooh, you dont wanna ask ;p


Wednesday was a bit loaded for me. We had many assignments to worked on. Went to Shakey's for lunch. . Went back to school. Thank God I was not late. *phew.. annd ohh? Had a meeting with the QITC staffs.. Went home..

Today is thursday.. ANd today is a 'keep on laughing' day.. JOnnas,Jeff and DAve really made my day crazy with all their cranky jokes and stuffs as they were making fun of me about the presentation for tomorrow's psych activity.. haha xD
They really made me laughed so mad that I almost cried in tears.It was actually late when we were having our plans on what to do for tomorrow.. And we just recently agreed to do acting. We dont know what will gonna happen tomorrow. No practices, no props, no scripts.. Nothing.. haha.. But Im sure we're not the only group that are not yet ready.. SOO. good luck guys ^^

twas a fun experience to end :)

Im not perfect! sure no one is.. People make mistake, and perhaps its part of growing. I have this tremendous feeling that when Im down or upset, I know its not okay and I end up suffering or fighting a battle with myself. Sometimes, I am simply down but there's no reason for me not to accept it. If i could simply allow myself to be down and let it be okay, doing nothing about it that this shall pass.. I come up with reasons for the way I am feeling and setting a trap for myself that's difficult to break free of. I end up convincing myself that there's really a good reason why certain things happen. But life isn't just about that. A quite acceptance or surrender to the natural flow of life allows my mind the space to be free. No explanation will be needed, no analysis, nothing. Its not possible but wiser to be practical if I allow myself the privilege of feeling better , even life isn't perfect. Those past experiences I've been through thought me a lot of lessons to ponder. They may have brought bad memories but having a positive feeling will make me see clearly that there still other important things to look forward to.. It all starts with the decisions i make in my life and the way I interact with it. Moving forward didn't come in giant laps but it will take tiny and tentative steps. I remember when someone once told me that I was somebody and thus I should I learn to find ways to be more contented. Then soon, I will come to understand the dynamic of happiness.. :)

GO AHEAD!

this is how we maximize our time when we have lunch date together with my friends.. :)

11/13/10

Hey guys!It's been a while..
ANyhow, just want to update what ive been up to since first day of class started..
Actually, nothing really interesting happened..
Some teachers didnt show up, while some gave us assignment already which remind me that i should start researching uhhhhm maybe later.. haha xD

I just couldn't believe how time flies so fast.October has been a bleak month for me. I can't even believe how so much has happened in a span of four weeks. I was so freakin' busy with school stuffs which I think made my social life sucks. My sembreak was such a fail. I had a lot of things planned out and only 1/4 of them happened.
I hope this month of November will be in a state of euphoria.
But on the other way around, Im kind'a excited for the upcoming events this coming December and January. I have so many plans goofing in my mind. Im just hoping it will all go well. Im counting the days left already...weee ^^

HEY HATERS!!

Hey! I love it when you know someone is so updated with your life..
Reading my post on BLOG, browsing my pictures, reviewing my status in FB,etc..ahhaha :))
its fun though.. ahahaha


to my haters:
Just in case you do not know why my blog is on public..
I actually did it purpose so you can check on me every time.. >:))
So go ahead.. Read each and every detail of my blog.. ;p
And ohh, my apology for some grammatically error i have in my post..
Well, at least you enjoy reading them.. AHAHHAHAH
mwaaah :)

first day of class!

hey! its first our day of class and uhhhm, there's nothing really exciting event that had happened today..
Yes, i attended my first class (*cheers for waking up so early), met with cy and cham and went to McDo for lunch..
We talked a lot of things , crazy stuffs mostly.. Cam whorming together.. bwahaha (never fail us up) then went back to school..
I was so happy to know that Cham will be going to Manila this December too. And we are actually planning to meet their and go somewhere ^__^ .. Of course its only the three of us know where will it be..ahaah xD
sooooo excited.. super.. super.. :)


on my downside, it was unfortunate for me not to get the Eng 41 subject to get it in advance because most of the sections were full already.. But im still figuring it out of how am i going going to solve it.. daaaang.. xD goodluck to me. *sigh*

good news :)

Before I begin this entry, I would like to greet all of you wonderful people a HAPPY WEEKEND!:) Don't you just love this week? Two days worth of rest before kicking back to reality..

You might wondering why am i so happy today,,
I just couldn't be more thankful for the blessings that God has been giving me ..
First, i am so happy to tell you guys that after those 4 days of struggle regarding with our enrollment.. Just when I thought it couldn't get any better,finally im already enrolled.. Well, at least 3/4 of it.. haha xD
geeee.. Though, I still have to adjust with the awful schedule i have, at least i can finally have my break and rest for the few days left before our class will officially start.

Second, I'm soooo happy. I mean uber uber happy to know that I passed my automata subject.. All the sleepless nights I had were really worth it though i am not actually contented with the grade i received..But its ok rather than repeating it again right?

Third, Im also happy that I finally bought the harem pants im longing for .. As I was strolling in the mall earlier, i found this cute black leggings first then i saw the harem pants. SO without any second thought, i grabbed it and tried if it fits me.. It was really cute and its actually the perfect color i want.. So i bought both the harem pants and the black leggings.. sweet xD
So again, goodbye to my last savings.. huhuhu :((

Fourth, im kind'a happy that at last i was able to visit my trusted salon and had my hair done.. There's nothing any big changes in my hair.. But my hair looks better than before, i guess..


Fifth, Im soo happy to know that my mama finally allowed me to have my Christmas holiday in Manila,, weee.. Im soo excited to see my relatives their.. Im counting the days left,,haha..:))


So i guess, these are all i can give you guys.. :)

Manila,, :))

this will be my 4rth day of enrollment,, and still, I am so desperate to finish and at least have 3/4 of progress..
but its impossible for me , i guess,, :((
my classmates were inviting me to go with them at Starbucks later ,,
i made a yes already but i just figured out that i still have to go to salon
to have my hair done since first day of class is fast approaching
and i don't wanna look like haggard when semester shall start,,
So, I guess i have to cancel my starbucks laag with them.. sarreh,, :((
i have my arranged schedule already and i told my mom
about the problem i had earlier... thank God she was not upset or anything...

on the other hand, i thought i will be no longer have my vacation this Christmas since its my tradition already to go to Bohol and have my Christmas holiday with my cousins.. I love going back to Bohol since its the only time I can only have my vacation. But unfortunately, my Tito will be back in the ship and do his work as a seaman. And my cousin couldn't make it to be there in their house too because she will take her board exam this December also. SO no one's gonna entertain me.. :(( I was really sad that i cant go their..

But just last night, an unexpected thing surprised me.My Tita chatted me up on facebook and she asked me if i can go in their place in Manila and celebrate my christmas with them, She will be coming home from Jakarta and have her Christmas in Manila. Of course, I didn't hesitate to say yes since she will be the one to finance my ticket.

I guess, these are some of the updates about me..
Im planning to post my arranged sched next time.. rest assured..
CIAO! :)

hello guys!!

well guess who's back?? meee...
i had a long day the other day; yesterday; today and for the record, maybe i'll have another long day tomorrow..
im soo totally pissed off with the system were having with the enrollment this second semester..
*insert complain here*..
i dont wanna tell all our major major complains,,
what matters now is that finally, i already have my green form even though some of our grades were not yet given ,,
im soo sick and tired of waiting from time to time for the teachers expecting that they shall submit our grades prior to their given deadline,,
i mean,, if we were able to submit our project to the given deadline, why cant they give us our grades, which basically very important requirement for us to be enrolled,,
and who will be the one to suffer?? us right??
hello people?? where's the justice here.. :((


as i was reading each and every post of my classmates especially to those who were affected by the conflict schedules ,we are on the same boat..screw us!!
but im tired of posting some status complaining about the bad experience we had.. as long as i am "almost" enrolled, then come what may.. even if i'll be having a saturday class, not to mention , with no lunch break from 8:00 - 1:30, and even if my my everyday class ends at 7:30, but still, i cant do anything about it.. tskkk,, :((

looking forward sa 2nd sem?

its both yes and no.. yes coz im looking forward to christmas, new year andur debut..
no because i do have a satuday class,,, boooo me,, :((

feel free to ask me ... :)

another adjusment to make :((

for gracious' sake,, i was really laughing about the last blog I've posted saying that i forgot the one of my supposedly "significant decisions" in my entire life last monday,,,, why oh why??
i almost forgot that it was the day where i casted my vote for the newly set of officials in our barangay, tsk,, well , that does't matter now,,
the one i voted for captain didn't win anyway, tsk,,
now i have to adjust myself to the new elected captain when i give my
return service in the barangay for next year,,
well, good luck to me then. haha :))

well, im in the middle of counting my hours crossing my fingers for the result of
my grades that will be unleashed tomorrow,,
though im a bit confident of the answers i had in my final exam especially in the automata,,
but that doesn't guarantee that i shall pass that subject,,
and besides, i dont want to be upset again and be shocked with whatever grades i will be receiving,, one thing's for sure.. i cannot afford to fail any of my subject..
i don't know whats gonna happen to me if i failed,, so please, include me in your prayers ok??


anyway, i already have my proposed schedule already,, And unfortunately, i will be
separated with my classmates due to my advance subjects i had last two summer..
still, im not yet prepared to be far with my friends,, :((
another adjustments to make, tsk,, screw me!!!
phew! whatever happens, come what may,, :((

experiences worth learning :)

So sorry i haven't been active lately..
Well, it's not about time constraint,
i just don't feel like writing anything these days..
but for the sake of those who are concerned, i made a promise
of giving you a summary of what ive been to lately,,
so here's the time line guys!

25 Nov, Monday
uhhhhm. ok, so i forgot the things i did last moday,, haha. sarreh,,
ok,, next!

26 Nov, Tuesday
i hang out with my friend last tuesday,,
we met at dunkin( the only assembly place of most people,, ahah xD)
then went to mall to buy nail polish,,
as we were randomly choosing colors for our nail polish, a lady
suddenly spoke to us saying that there's this boutique which sells
very cheap nail polish,,
so without any further ado, we immediately went to that place and guess what??
we bought 6 nail polish for about 5php each,,
very cheap right? haha xD
well, credits that lady we met earlier.. :p


27-29, Wednesay
i had to stay at my cousin's house to visit my lola and
at least have my little vacation..
but i cant consider it as a relaxing vacation coz
i was busy then at school regarding with our QITC this upcoming january,,
we need to work even on semester breaks for this event to
be successful.. Dobie and I were teammates. So we did our best shot
to have a good performance from going to different companies and politician to give the
sponsorship letter,, the first company we visited was the BDO bank, unfortunately, the
manager wasn't available so we need to come back the following day,, Next, we headed
to dunkin, and vienna, Unluckily, both the manager were not available,

Dobie and I were so fortunate that we were able to meet Mayor Emano
and personally gave the letter to him.. He was so shocked when he saw the amount
(even i cant give immediately that kind of amount if i were in his place,, ahha)
but he told us to be be back by the following day and see Mrs Uson
for she will be the one to give us the response letter,, pheew.. that was a tough one,,
at 2pm, we were scheduled to meet the BDO manager,,
it was a nerve-racking experience coz we will finally meet the BDO manager and
explained her about the QITC convention.
Gosh! the moment we were interviewed by the manager, i totally
freaked out.. she has so many questions *insert story here*..
And ironically, we failed to answer the questions she thrown upon us.
It was a terrible experienced.. I was really embarrassed. Though , she
was friendly, but even how much effort we did to answer her questions, she was not
contented and satisfied.. She was actually trying to get the best and satisfying answer,,
Good thing, she gave us another chance to come back again with a prepared answer,,
Though it was kind'a upsetting, but the best part is that she gave us another chance,,
it was also an experienced worth learning,, hahaha xD
then again, we should be prepared next time.. lol
We also had the chance to meet kuya makie(im not sure with the spelling) who
was very friendly to us. He was the one who entertained us as we were waiting for the manager
to arrive.. :) but im not sure if what position he has..
ooh well,, i love it when i got to experienced a lot of unexpected things like me and Dobie had..
at least, we got the chance to exposed ourselves
to different people and different places,
im just crossing my fingers for our event to be successful.. weee ^^