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Cagayan De Oro City, Philippines
I’m not the what-you-see-is-what-you-get type.There’s more to me than meets the eye.Music plays a momentous role in my everyday living.I have my fair share of flaws and indifferences.shopping is my remedy when i get depressed.im vulnerable in believing lies :( i'm not perfect. sure, no one is.

Thursday, September 30, 2010

09/29/10

The month of September is almost over...
You can't really believe how time flies that fast,

So anyway, sorry for not updating my blog lately. I've been
very busy these past.. Cool or what?! LOL.
So, i guess i owe you guys a summary of my last happenings..


24 Sept, Sunday
Meeting + project making!!
I almost forgot to attend the meeting
held at the City Hall.. Good thing, my mom reminded me..
I was absent for about 3 meetings already. lol..
i was just so busy.. I dont even have time to rest..
Anyway, After i had my attendance done, I immediately
rushed at Rangie's boarding house to work on with our project..

25 Sept, Monday

Our teacher in our first subject did not show up during our class. I was so disappointed which made me decide not to attend my next subject and preferred to have an appointment with my dentist, thinking our next teacher will not show up too. Just as I thought, our teacher came.. Boooo to you! Everytime I don’t show in class, you’d always prepare quizzes or oral exams, but if I do, you seemed so opposite, you don’t prepare any quizzes or orals or whatsover,

sometimes you’re super late or the worst, you don’t even show up!

Now, I already missed two quizzes and oral.. grrrr!!


26 Sept, Tuesday

We had no class due to our intramurals but it doesn’t mean that

I may have the chance to rest. Of course, we still have to work

nn with our projects. Our defense is fast approaching and we need to catch up more.


27, Wednesday

Finally, the moment we’ve been waiting for..

DEFENSE!!!!. :(

In the morning, we decided to skip our two subjects

to replenished our project since its not yet done and there’s a lot

of changes and updates to do for it

I even don’t have an idea if its worth the absent..

As long as we can finish the documentation and program itself, then come what may..

And teddah!!

I guess we defended our project well though some of

my group mates were not able to talk but I think

It went all good. And luckily, there were no other guess panel judge during our defense due

to their conflicted schedules so we were not able to encounter tough questions..

So what can I say??

The agony is not over…hahaha

2 projects down and 2 more to go.. :P


28, Thursday

During our Philo, we were tasked to bring stationaries with us.

Actually we didn’t have an idea on what to do with the stationary. Its just so funny

that every girls in class were reminiscing about the old memories we had in grade school..

It feels like going back to kids again where

we used to collect stationaries and have them

bartered.. I personally love to collect stationaries before. I am soo hooked with its different colors and styles on it.Unfortunately, some of

them were misplaced and some of them were already used...

But anyway, just as when our teacher came,

she finally gave us the task--- to write a letter for our future SPOUSE

At first, we though that our teacher was kidding.. But

She was really serious about it..And since it was graded, we have left with no choice

but to write..


SO I guess.. I’ll end up here..


Saturday, September 25, 2010

09/25/10


25 Sept, STREAMS AND CHEERDANCE
last Saturday, we had a Microsoft power point tutorials
headed by Dave, Dobie and yours truly. We met new people. We had fun.
Its a privilege to inculcate new knowledge to other people.
They were all willing enough to participate in the activity.
I'm pretty sure they were also excited to be
in college.




After the tutorials. Actually, we have no intention
of watching the cheer dance anymore coz it was 5pm already and
we knew that the gym will be closed at 5pm also.
But as we were about to go home,we got the chance
to see the parade and we saw some of our
classmates(actually they were all players in intramurals)
who happened to be a part in the parade and the program so we just joined them..
To make the long story short, just so luckily that Dave and I
were able to enter the gym because they taught we were
one of the players also..lol,,

and tedddah!
we saw the cheer dance in just a snap.. ahha :))
credits to our friends also, :P






Picture taking with Roie :P


Roie: gwapo lagi na imung abay
Me: aaah,, cge nalng, daug bitaw mu.. haha :P

Just a quick review:
1st place: SBM
2nd place: Nursing
3rd place: Engineering


Friday, September 24, 2010

the guy is so creepy,, X.X

This guy is soo weird,, i'm not really sure how
he got my number..
just a reminder to all of u guys.
just be careful on whatever information
you want o share in different social sites,,
i don't want others to be
threatened too..
its just so scary.. :/


08/24/10

this week was been so terrified!!
i got to stuff my self with many projects to work on..
my 1st defense will be next Wednesday,,
and we are not yet ready.Our program still needs more functionality to put on..
Not to mention those scary seniors which will be the guess panel judge for our defense..
great.. im getting crazy..
i just want to finish these all and at least get some break,, :((


anyway, we just had our semi-final exam in our major a while ago.. And guess what?
the teacher found out that we already knew the possible questions cause the other section
told us what will come out in the exam..
so the teacher revised the exam immediately! so there! we were totally screwed up! grrr
no leakage for us.. ahhaa XD

oppps!
i almost forgot that i still have to review the ppt to be use for tomorrow's STREAMS activity..
we are most likely scheduled to teach some high school students from different schools ..
i hope i can manage it..woooot ***
Plus, I am also excited for the cheer dance competition tomorrow,,
i dont wanna miss the fun and the thrill... Cheer dance competition is one of the highlights in all activities in XU..
And im pretty sure that the engineering will bring home the bacon.
ROIE will be there too,, too bad i forgot bring my cam in Nazareth.. tsk,,
i will miss to take them their photos.. gRRRR.. :(
oh well! good luck roie.. and good luck WARRIORS.. :)

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

09/23/10

Some crazy stuffs with my sistahs :)



Yeah,, You might not be able to guess what we were talking about..

but as long as jiji is happy, then we'll always be there to support her






Thanks to my psych friends for another knowledge shared..
In case u're wondering what geographical proximity is all about, then you better ask some of your psych friends/ :)

Sunday, September 19, 2010

happy birthday ren :)


-to the sweetest person in town
- to a very good friend who's always there to comfort you
-the our MVP(most valuable programmer) in CS community


Happy birthday :)

Saturday, September 18, 2010

9/18/10

I had such a great day today. This is our last duty for our person program required for our PHILO 30 subject. I know it’s not easy doing those usual works as an employee in the canteen. You must be quick and attentive in every thing you do. I also had the chance to interview some of the employee and I can really feel their willingness to do every thing just to support their family needs. The people I worked on were very good; they treat us nicely as if we work on a VIP, which I think not a good idea. Why? I want to experience the reality on how it was like to be treated by a manager if one works leisurely especially to some not-so-lazy students (including me! Hahaha)

I had learned a lot of things from returning the plates to the stock area (or whatever you call it) to throwing your trash in the proper place. I couldn’t be more thankful for the blessings that God bestowed upon me and for having this chance to study in one of the most prominent school here in CDO. I tell you, it’s not easy to be “bas boy/girl” cleaning your mess after you had your meal. So guyz, you better clean up your mess. Let’s show what an atenean got--- MAGIS! But the most astonishing part of our last duty and after we had our last report with the manager, was when they gave us free snack as a return for all our hard works.. *cheers for that :))))

Nevertheless, it was still extraordinary in a way we got to exposed ourselves to some things we don’t usually do. It really made me even more proud to be part of ateneno. People outside may judge us quickly, but if they’ll just look deeper on the inner part of us, then they would simply realized that at least, we’ve done a great impact to our community and boost our ability to help other people in our own little unique ways and that is something that we-- ATENEAN must be so proud off.

AD MOJEREM DE GLORIAM


jiji spotted us in the canteen when we had our
duty .So she grabbed the chance to take photos
of us wearing our white t-shirt
plus the hairnet
dave, tim ang me

corned beef any one? :)

09/18/10


To the person who's always been there for me cheer me up
and listen to my melodramatic love life
and ready to give advise
-my best adviser
-oh how can i live with you! my life wouldn't be so great
without having a great friend like you..
saying thank you is not enough,, pls dont change ha??
THANK YOU!THANK YOU!
the other side of me!
Gatas + tsokolet = MOCHA!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY :)






-To our best of every best MASTER in our CS community
-did you know that in his early age, he was able to
create a website exclusive for CS? oh yeaas!
-one of the smartest in our batch and a
very good programmer
-the boyfriend my my twinay allene,, and oh?
pls take care of her okay? or else--- naah!!
hahaha




-one of our best programmer
-we call him kuya Justice?y?? why? try to
go with him and you'll find out why.. haha peace kuya :P
-smart and aVERY WISE person
-fun to be with
he loves cat
-very inot! hahaha
-a good person in a way he's always
ready to help you when you have a problem
-a very positive person





to all of you guys,, im wishing you all the best things that
life could ever offer..
we are looking forward for the upcoming outing..
yeeey,, much excited... God bless
Keep all the good works guys :)

kadeteng intsik :p


Ever known a girl who’s always lost? The one with the pretty smile that no one could tell that is fake? That girl who seems to be so strong, but daily continues to break? You know, that girl who is always there and seems to have no problems at all? The one who holds back tears and dries it up until you are off? That girl freaks out when she receives unexpected phone calls or text messages from her oao (one and only). The girl who patiently waits despite of the melancholic truth of distance and communication block?


“Welcome to my life :)”


In case you do not know. I belong to some kaydet girls. It’s like


Rarely communication +once in a blue moon dates and visits + seldom phone calls and text messages + Service to the country +academics + Long Distance + = KAYDET GIRL J


This has been a traditional set for us Kaydet girls who just can’t help but pour out our sentiments to co-kaydet girls, after being left with our oao to go for his destination of duty. Whom we thought no one else could ever understand the way we feel than a co-kaydet girl since we are the ones who wear the same shoe style–only varies in sizes.


In my case, to be someone who's not there beside you is not easy. It’s far harder than climbing the mountains of Sierra Madre or patrolling the wild forests of Sultan Kudarat and even much harder than aiming an Alas grade in major subjects *insert laugh* . It is never been easy to be a kaydet girl but it is even harder to shake it off when things get tough especially when you’re having disagreement with each other. Sometimes, it feels like you want to express a lot of emotional things but just couldn’t find ways to express it properly and the worst, it might lead you to frustrations and feeling unfair. But I must learn how to adopt the changes regarding with their rules so that conflicting interests will be avoided. I may never know when he will have his TAKE LIFE moments for him to call or text me. That’s why I always bring my phone every where I go, otherwise, I could miss those seldom chances for him to communicate me.


At first, I thought it was an obscure idea to go in a long distance relationship. Who does want to be in that situation where in you have less communication and you see each other once in blue moon??This question has gnawed constantly at the back of my mind for the past few months. But now, I've stopped asking those nonsense questions because I guess loving someone from afar (a cadet ... "for that matter") works in mysterious ways indeed. But despite of this melancholic, heartbreaking life, I learn how to love a man unconditionally regardless of his rigorous chosen profession .But the thing is, this happens every so often that if you can not adapt to this changes in your free-spirited life, it would really push you to give up. And that is something that we, kaydet girls, must be so proud J


However, there are couple of times when I unknowingly ask myself “Why must I wait two years, three years or five years - and seem to waste so much time, when there are other "alternatives" I can consider?”.Well of course, there is no simple answer. But I guess “good-byes” are just temporary and thus I must consider it as a mysterious gift of waiting-- to consider it as a “present” without making demands or asking rewards in return. It’s just a matter of testing my sincerity of love. Though the worst is yet to come but distance never separates two hearts that really care. This experience boils down to one thing called LOVE. And just as love is always a matter of risks, perhaps, the saying is true, Love is always a risk WORTH TAKING.



Friday, September 17, 2010

09/17/10

why does every time i give my best shot,, i always end up devastating..
it really sucks!!
its feels like there's a lot of emotional things you want to express and you just want to explode immediately!

i just want to give my best but it seemed that people find it hard to appreciate it..


i just really wish everyone didn't have such high expectations of me... because its bad enough i let myself down.. i don’t need to let everyone else down too..


i remember what my friend told me:
"joie, maybe its not your best yet, there are still other things i know you can attest"


i guess she's right! i just need to work hard and double, maybe triple my time
! though its kinda depressing but i don't want to let myself down,,


oh GOd! give me strength please :(

Sunday, September 12, 2010

what is your favorite song?

i could not ask for more :)

feel free to ask me ... :)

nice braces u got there :)

geeeeh.. tnx.. though I just got recovered from deep agony of pain *.*

feel free to ask me ... :)

how was your midterm grade?

not good, :((

feel free to ask me ... :)

daghan kaau ka social sites// haha

i know right??? I get hooked on social networking sites every time i get bored, but im trying to detached my self my the internet though :)

feel free to ask me ... :)

ga inom ka?

inom as in liquors? yeah, i drink occasionally :)

feel free to ask me ... :)

why are you so dramatic?

maybe because its my only way to express how i feel.. >_<

feel free to ask me ... :)

what is your favorite letter?

actually, i have two. Its "J" and "A" :)

feel free to ask me ... :)

naputol ang streak sa akong questions, haha gimingaw ka sa akong mga questions? XD

yeaaah, gimme more questions pls?? :P

feel free to ask me ... :)

Saturday, September 11, 2010

08/11/10

it was such a long dAY!!
neaah!
i woke up early this morning to attend our make-up class for our major followed by our nerve-racking defense,and guess what??
yeah the teacher came, be he just let us out and and started the defense with the first group which made us alarmed and review all the the process about our project.
So when its about our time to defend our project. I thought i couldn't make. But i think it turned out to be fine.Good thing that our proof did not ask hard questions about our the OS we developed.Pheew!
And I'm pretty confident that my group mates did their best too. So , i want to say KUDOS for the job well done guys :)

after our defense, i headed up to attend the adobe after effects tutorials. But I went out to be the a volunteer to look up for those who'll register. And I missed to see the tutorials :(( which I badly badly want to learn.. GRRRR.. After our heart-to-heart talk, Cy had to go already.. She still have to study(remember i had it bold) cause we made a promise to each other to do good with our studies since we are sooo very disappointed with our midterm grades. SO there...
after CY had left, there was I, felt like i was alone again(for goodness' sake! I really hate being alone!!) and there's no one to be with so i texted some friends. Good thing, they were in school. And there, i had another heart-to-heart talk with my friend about her love life which made me cry. I know i overreacted but i couldn't help it. I was so sad about how the guy ditched my friend and made "paasa" of her.. I couldn't imagine to be in that situation :(((


Anyway, hearing her stories end us up in a food trip.. (i blame you for postponing my diet again,, GRRRR)
after the food trip what-so-ever, i was rushing home cause my sistah was so excited for me to be online. She told me she'll going to show me something, i don't know what it is, so i was rushing home..
And there, we had found out something really inspiring..
a love story between two people who believe that love can survive despite of their long distance relationship,, and i was like Awe ^ _____^

i was crying again. I dont know why, it was a mixed feeling.. i cant explain the burst into my tears..
But it faded out when i received text messages unexpectedly from someone which i waited for a couple of days to hear something again from him..
all my distressing moment turned out to be joyful and contented :)
And i thank God for that..


i told you it was such a long day for me...
anyway, i decided to make my assignments by tomorrow.
For this night, i should take take a deep rest and prepare for very long assignments and infinite paper works.. :((
Good night yeah all :)

Friday, September 10, 2010

09/10/10


for the last 3 hours remaining, just want to say happy birthday to the person who's always been there for me every time i have no one to be with and when i m lost, you're always there to accompany me and i thank you for that.
thank you for always making me feel better especially during the lowest moment in my life, you're there to cheer me up..
huuuuugz for you,, :)
Karen Zambrano

Thursday, September 9, 2010

09/10/10

starting from this day on forward, im going to post pictures of my friends
who are celebrating their birthday.
soo, im going to start it off with my friends who celebrated their birthday last September 8, 2010 which happened to be the Feast of the Nativity of the Blessed Virgin Mary.. Lucky you guys.. :)

-boyfriend of my miga
-best bud of papals
-most of the time, we use his car
when we hang-out with friends and i thank you
for that,, haha :) peace XD
-and oh! my apology for i was not able
make it in the surprise party of my miga for you
but im sure u had fun :)


Rene C0
-a very silent person (he seldom talks talaga! )
- friendly
-good programmer
- and he always sleeps in class specially during our OS subject,, :))


im wishing you both a happy birthday :)

Saturday, September 4, 2010

09/04/10

why does my mom act so weird?? when i ask for for something, she refuses.
But the time i keep my mouth shut, she suddenly gives it to me..
Like i was requesting her long ago to buy me another lotion 'coz im out of stock already, but she complains and complains for being so maarte daw. Just then when i arrived kanina, she already bought me 3 bottles of lotion,
common mom,, i really don't get you,, oh please.. X.x


well, i just had my braces adjusted.. so im kind'a having a trouble eating my meal.I couldn't eat the food I wanted to and it was really painful.
I don't want to sound like regretting to have my braces but im sure i'll be comfy with these soon,,but at this moment, i still have to suffer from severe agony of my teeth..:((
after all, it will pay off in the end :)


any way, after i had my teeth checked, then i headed up to school and attended the photoshop tutorials which i was one of the volunteers.. sure, i had learned a lot from getting rid off the pimples to eye color and etc :) soo kewl :p

but i went home early to finish my piled-up projects and paperworks,, grrrr..


so there you go,,
until here,, :)
i

Friday, September 3, 2010

09/03/10

finally! we were finished with our project in major but...
we still have 3 more projects to go..
expect me to post late updates about me..
i am so pre-occupied with many school works!
and this time, i should really give my best shot!
i am not happy with the grades i have this midterm.,

i made a promise to myself that i must cut-off the habit
of being so fb-holic and blog-holic( im not sure if its thats the right word to say,, ahaha) but i guess should start it by tomorrow.,, SERIOUSLY!


soo??until here.. CIAO.. :)

09/03/10

failure kaau ko bai!!!
gana kaau mag bigti!!!!!! :((((((((

Thursday, September 2, 2010

why kaha gibutang ang brain ibabaw sa heart, does that mean you have to think first before you love?

its because God planned the way he wants it to be. And aside from that , we are capable of having many choices.Doing what you love doesn't mean, do what you would like to do.. ;)

feel free to ask me ... :)

nalingaw ka sa akong questions? :P

yeap,, i had fun answering ur questions,, i want more,, haha :))

feel free to ask me ... :)

naa kay joke nga pwede i-share? :]

akie,, knock knock!

feel free to ask me ... :)

Wednesday, September 1, 2010